The Uchihas :brotherly love from A till Z
Disclaimers:I don't own the characters.
A/N:warning: yaoi, uchihacest, incest, lemon,- it's all of a lighter character. If you are looking for harder stuff go directly to part 2/love on the floor. Please Read and Review
Chapter 1: What can change it all. A.B.C.
And it was all as usually. After so many years the difference between them was still grotesque. Itachi won again.
But it was something different about him today, his eyes had a venomous glitter, and he was breathing heavily almost panting, as if he couldn't catch enough air in his lungs.
"Itachi ...", started Sasuke, watching his brother coming closer and closer. He knew exactly what would follow the loss of the battle .Tsukiyomi. To make him stronger. Sasuke tried to summon Susano'o, it didn't appear. He was helplessly sliding down the cold wet stone behind his back onto the ground.
Itachi didn't make him wait long. With one hand he pinched Sasukes' hands above his head lifting him up by the neck with the other, so that their eyes met.
"Susano'o da."
Itachis' Susano'o heavily restrained Sasukes' movements.
"Itachi! What the hell are you ..?"
But he didn't get to finish what he was about to say. Itachis' lips covered his mouth and Sasuke felt the taste of Itachis' breath as his tongue was forcing through Sasukes' squeezed teeth. Panic hit him hard as he was helplessly fighting back trying to get free from his brothers' grip. Pointless. Itachi was simply stronger. Much stronger. As always.
Sasuke gathered all the remaining chakra in desperate attempt to call out any technique, anything. And bitter tears of shock and shame flooded his eyes, running down the cheeks.
Suddenly Sasuke felt Itachis' gaze on him, and the grip softened. Itachi stepped back. Then everything went spinning. And black. Sasuke passed out.
When Sasuke eventually opened his eyes he was alone. Itachi had been gone. The realization of what had happened didn't occur yet. But it didn't take long until thoughts started buzzing in his head like annoying wasps.
Could it have been Tsukiyomi or some sick genjutsu? He spat out- the taste of Itachis' saliva in his own mouth proved him wrong. And the last weak hope to shake off the horror of the happened vanished.
Was there something wrong with Itachi? Maybe it wasn't Itachi at all, but an imposer? - Sasuke held in his breath catching to the convenient hope. But.
Impossible. Itachis' Susano'o was impossible to fake. Could it be that he was influenced by something, wasn't in his own mind?
Sasuke lowered onto the ground, hands and legs shaking. He needed time to think, on his own. He just couldn't bear to go home now.
….Home…..
Later in the night Sasuke was carefully approaching the Uchihas' mansion, avoiding the front of the house in order not to get seen. He still had his thoughts all over the place, but one thing was clear- there was no point running and hiding. It had to be sorted out once and for all.
He felt uneasy, reaching for the door handle, trying to make as little noise as possible. Up to the very moment Sasuke didn't even realize himself how much he hoped his brother not to be home, or already asleep. But better –away.
One part of him desperately wanted to clear the conscience and mind by talking to Itachi, while the other cowardly wished to run far away and to never ever see him again.
He didn't even know if he could look his brother into the eyes. Shame was what he felt and he hated himself for that. Why should he feel ashamed? He was fighting back, he was! It was Itachi who should be ashamed!
The floorboards under the feet squeaked traitorously as he was making his first steps towards the kitchen. The hopes shattered to bits as Sasuke heard his brother walking out of his own room and moving in his direction.
Sasuke froze still, scared to breathe, with one single thought in his head. 'God, make him walk by and not notice me. Please, God, make him not see me'.
But next moment Itachi turned on the switch and bright blinding light scattered across the kitchen alighting all the corners. Sasuke felt like a thief caught red-handed on the very spot. Now Itachi must have seen him already. No point hiding any more.
Suddenly he felt very hot in the face, and he started sweating and hands trembling. In an instant his chest felt like too narrow and small to hold breath in and he started grasping for air with wide gaps, like a fish out of the water. He was almost feeling sick, the vision got all cloudy and blurry.
Tears started running from his closed eyes down the face, onto the floor. Drip. Drop. He sobbed.
Not being able to control and hold his feelings any longer, Sasuke started weeping aloud, shoulders shaking.
Itachis' steps could not be heard anymore. And after long moment there was no sign of him present. Maybe he left? Or didn't notice him? Sasuke opened his eyes, hoping for the first as he was wiping the cheeks and nose. He lifted the gaze.
But Itachi was there, standing just few steps away and looking straight into Sasukes' eyes.
He was smiling.
"Niisan, why?"cried out Sasuke. All of a sudden he felt himself so little, like he was a child again."Why?"
He wanted to run away, hide himself in the furthest darkest corner he could find, but the legs wouldn't listen. His body wouldn't hear the orders that his desperate mind was screaming out. He took a few unsteady steps in Itachis' direction and looked him in the eyes
"Why, niisan?!", he repeated again and then the legs betrayed him.
But Itachi was there to catch him. He put his strong arms around Sasukes' torso and steadied him back on the feet. Then he wiped the wet of tears Sasukes' eyes with his warm hands and held him close and tight.
"Why?! Why?!", kept weeping Sasuke hiding the face on brothers' chest, while Itachi was stroking his little brothers' hair, slowly and comforting, allowing him cry the tears out.
Then the answer came. His voice was soft and low, not higher than a whisper. Itachi lightly grabbed his brother's chin with two fingers, lifted his head and looked straight into his eyes.
"Because I love you, otouto. And I want you to love me too ".
And kissed him again.