secret's

by blackcatyaoi

we all have secrets. some are darker then others. and some take use to the grave.

i have a secret. do you want to hear it? well you have to promise not to tell.

i am scared of what i become. when the feeling goes away i'm left with this guilt and fear.

i'm not in control. when it get's too strong.

this feeling is something dark. sometimes i can see it out of the corner of my eyes.

it's made of shadows and it likes to whisper thing into my ear. "kill them there weak"

"one quick stab and there done and dead go on do it" . no i can't i don't want to hurt them. i hurt my family once. i'm afraid of doing it again.

he's a monster that is in control of me. he makes me kill. he made me hurt liu my big brother. i love him and i almost killed him." kill him bath in this blood". he always say this. i become something evil a monster. he wants me to hurt them all. i'm afraid ,afraid of falling again to where i can't find my way back. so please don't hate me i can't control it.