This is a story I wrote and I couldn't help but want to write a longer version to this with the whole story and more description ^^

I'll post a longer, perfected version on this later when I get it done. Beware! It will contain mature content X3.

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Pairing: 1827

Disclaimer: Don't own the characters, they belong to Amano Akira -sensei! Besides if I did own the series, there'd be 1827 smexiness all the time 3

The Icy Cold Blue Water

I dreamed, that I was in the depths of icy cold blue water and that in my arms I was holding a corpse.

I'm not a happy person. The smile, that others usually see gracing my face isn't real and the polite words, that escape my lips don't tell my true feelings. They are my mask, my veil, that hide the real me protecting, maturing, loving.

I dreamed, that I was content with the decision I made with you the day before we saw each other again on that bridge.

You never smiled. Words, that only few heard from you, were painfully truthful. Your voice bewitched me and I couldn't hide myself with my veil as I stood under the unwavering gaze of your grey eyes.

I dreamed, that the blue sky with it's white clouds were strangling me and I could breath only in your strong embrace.

We didn't talk about school, friends or families. The pain, the longing and the feeling of choking never appeared in our talks either. You and me, just the two of us, no one else was needed. I always pressed closer to your strong chest sighing with happiness. The same happiness I could hear every time you said my name.

I dreamed, that you held my hand in your own as we jumped and felt the wind swish in our ears, the tears that came into our eyes and the horrible feeling eating in our abdomen as we hit the surface of the water.

I saw you in the hospital many times. When you noticed me you'd smile sadly and all I wanted was to make that sadness go away, even if I didn't know you. You were in my sleep, my dreams, in my wishes. My parents always became uncomfortable when I asked about you. I knew you had been important to me before -before what?- You were the only one who understood -understood what?- I needed you by my side -for what reason?-

I dreamed, that I couldn't breath when I saw the sun from under water and I held onto you tighter.

''Tell me,'' I once said as I saw you again. Your eyes widened and you shook you head until you ran away disappearing. A tear slid down my cheek as I felt something die inside me and soon the quiet small sobs grew into loud wails shaking my whole body like an earthquake the earth while tears fell now freely. First time after waking up in the hospital I remembered and said your name and I kept repeating it wishing you'd come back, more than anything else I wished to have you here.

I dreamed, that I was in the depths of icy cold blue water and that in my arms I was holding a corpse.

ENDNOTE: This all began in writing class when my teacher gave me a sentence that would be the beginning sentence and the ending sentence of my story. I bet you all can figure out which sentence I'm talking about, right? It was absolutely beautiful in finnish but I'm proud of myself for doing an excellent job translating it ^^ Review! Comment! Or just say hello! I want to hear from you readers! Please! With cherry on top?

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