I'm just gonna go out on a whim here. I typed this because it sort of reflects on my life but at the same time it is completely different. The title is not official yet. I need to type more of the story for you to get it, so please enjoy chapter 1 and hopefully i can type more. NOTE: Grammar Nazis please don't hurt me! I have terrible grammar!

Four walls

3 years 10 months 11days I've been here. Stuck within these four walls, I lost everything; my family, my so called "friends", everything! That bastard took everything from me. I just keep counting my days, waiting here, to die. I'm going to die here. They put me in chains. I pray every day that they give me the crumbs that were leftover. That bastard is going to pay. HE WILL PAY! I scream it out in my cell, hoping someone could hear me. But I'm afraid, I'm the last one. Although, I put this on myself; sitting here regretting everything. That day changed my life, and I can never turn around.

It was a sunny day, as I remembered it. I was tired of the same routine. Continuously forcing myself to pull through my day. I hated that school. Everyone there was treating me like shit. Have you ever felt so lonely that no matter how many people are there, you still feel completely alone? I was depressed. A sad little freshman alone in a big school. And no one seemed to care. I called out to the world on several occasions, asking if there was a single being on this planet who even cares about me. My family tried to support me but it only made me worse. I could never find someone who can love me for me. Love is useless! I always told myself. I would put my headphones on and try to relax myself. I only found myself even more depressed by the sounds of love songs in my ears. I was completely alone.

But then a guy came up to me one day. His smile could light up a whole city. He was beautiful. A true masterpiece of a human being. His eyes sparkled as he saw me awkwardly looking right back at him. I turned around, making sure that he didn't think I was stalking him. I remembered his hair blowing in the wind as he gracefully walked towards me. As a coward, I walked away pretending I didn't see anything. But then I heard his voice. "Stop, you over there." I turned around, I didn't say anything I just looked at him. I was in shock. He was talking to me, a loner. "I noticed you over there." his voice was deep but soft. "h-hi" I didn't know what to say. "Hi, my name is Antonio." my heart fluttered, hmm Antonio the guy who noticed me, I thought. "My name i-is Lovina" I quickly said then sighed. "Lovina, well it is nice to meet such a beautiful girl like yourself." like a gentleman he gently reached his hand out in front of me. I looked at it then shook his hand. He had a firm grip in his hand, but he was so soft and gentle. I didn't say anything. "So, would you like to meet up after school, uh, maybe tomorrow?" I awkwardly nodded and looked at his beautiful green eyes. "S-sure. Uh, tomorrow. That sounds good." I turned around as fast as I could and I ran away pretending I was late for class. "Uh bye!" he shouted out.

I didn't know how to handle people. People did notice me at school though, but to ask for stuff. Not the glamorous life I always wanted. But my mind was always thinking of him. Antonio, Antonio, Antonio. His name I could say a thousand times in my mind. That brief moment with him, stole my heart. And he wanted me to see him after school the next day. And so I did. It was the worst mistake of my life.

The bell rung and everyone headed outside to the courtyard. I saw his face again. My heart skipped a beat as I walked towards him. Slowly, holding on to my textbook, I came up to him. He smiled, "Hi Lovina! I'm glad you came here. These are my friends, this is Francis." he pointed to the Frenchman to his left. "and this is..." he pointed to the white haired Prussian, who interrupted, "The awesome me. I'm gilbert! Haha. Antonio is this your girlfriend?" he smirked. I frowned and said, "No I'm not, bastard!" Antonio looked at me and grinned, "Well we just met each other yesterday. I saw her alone and thought maybe I could talk to her." Francis smiled and whispered into Antonio's ear, "She is a good one." Antonio nodded his head and they all looked at me. I couldn't help but stare into Antonio's eyes and blush. "Aww she is so cute when she blushes! She looks like a tomato!" Antonio squealed. "How about we all go to my house now?" Gilbert suggested.

We drove up to this small house with a gate. Gilbert opened the door and I saw a German in the kitchen cooking sausages. He was a big muscular guy with blonde hair slicked back and blue eyes. Gilbert then shouted out, "I'm home with my friends here to hang out!" the German guy turned around and sighed, "Ugh big bruder, do you really need to have them here I'm busy here." I was surprised, He was the little brother?! Antonio escorted me into the house. "Hey Ludwig! I met a girl yesterday. She goes to the same school like us! Here she is; her name is Lovina. She is Italian." Ludwig is the name of the big muscular German guy. I never liked him, although he seemed familiar. "Don't you know her sister Feli?" Antonio told Ludwig. "W-what you mean to say that this guy is the guy who my little sister talks about all the time?!" I freaked out knowing this guy, is the guy my sister was crazy talking about. "Oh yeah I know your sister. She talked about you a few times." Ludwig walked out of the kitchen. "So how is your sister, Lovi" Antonio grinned. I looked at him thinking, great so everyone is interested in my sister. "She is fine. And don't call me that!" I said awkwardly. Antonio sat next to me, I blushed. " You know, you are really cute." I turned around and blushed even more. "Haha, awww now you look like a cute little tomato!"