I Wish

by ForgetfulFriend

This is just a poem I wrote when my boyfriend broke up with me.

I wish

What did you mean when you said;

"I don't know what I want anymore."

It's killing and making me feel dead.

Is it because you want to be with that whore?

I'm sitting here on my knees,

I'm begging you please.

Tell me everything, I know I'm not perfect.

Seriously who is? I know you want to be with that chick.

I wish I didn't have these feelings,

I wish I had never met you.

I wish I didn't need my friends to keep cheering,

Me on to get over you.

You just don't know what your putting me through,

You think you love me don't you?

I can tell you, no you don't other wise you wouldn't

be saying you don't know and putting me through this shit, you couldn't.

I just want you to leave and get out of my life,

But you can't and its causing me a lot of strife.

Your making me feel like nothings going to work,

Your making me think I'm a piece of dirt.

I wish I didn't have these feelings,

I wish I had never met you.

I wish I didn't need my friends to keep cheering,

Me on to get over you.

They say its just a crush and that ill forget,

But I think its more otherwise I wouldn't be this upset,

I want to forget; I don't want to forgive,

But with out you I know I couldn't live

I need you more than ever now,

I'm in my night of need,

How could you just text and say "chow,

I don't know what I see."

I wish I didn't have these feelings,

I wish I had never met you.

I wish I didn't need my friends to keep cheering,

Me on to get over you.

It's crushing me bad,

Making me sad.

I want to say I don't need us.

But I guess that'll be total lies, trust.

I wish I didn't need you,

I wish I could just move on.

I wish you would say the same too.

Then it might help me on my way and get on.

You think we can stay friends,

But I'm telling you now, this has to end.

You don't think it's going to be awkward,

I think it's just absurd.