madone13: Hi! Let me just take this time to say that this is my first WRITTEN YuGiOh! fic so be nice...plz.
Bakura: Watch them all flame you out of spite. he heh...
Yugi: Bakura, that was mean.
Bakura: Shut up!
Ryou: Bakura! Quit being so rude!
Yami: Don't talk to my hikari like that!
Yugi: It's okay guys i'm fine.
Bakura: Screw this! Where the hell did you all come from?
madone13: I called them over here so they could be here for support since your such a bad cantidate.
Bakura: Then why did you call me here?!
madone13: You're gonna do my disclaimer.
Bakura: Bull crap! I am NOT!
madone13:-whispers to Ryou-
Ryou: -whispers to Bakura-
Bakura: -eyes widen in horror- O...k.. I would like to take immense pleasure in announcing that mad doesn't own YuGiOh, so don't sue...-eye twitch-
Ryou: That was perfect, Bakura-kun!
Bakura: -Insert sarcastic comment here..-.
Warning: Yaoi! Don't like, don't read. I might post a lemon later, I haven't decided yet. Rated for language in later chappies and suggestive content...
Reunion Confessional
Chapter 1: Hidden Emotion
//Blah//-Yami to hikari through mind link
/Blah/-hikari to yami through mind link
"Blah"-speech
'Blah'- thinking
Yugi's POV
Just perfect and how am I supposed to deal with this? I can't hide it forever, and besides I think i've walked about 3 times through this park now, the sun is setting and jii-chan might get worried that I haven't come back yet, but how can I face him? By 'him' I mean my Yami, my darkness. We used to be close friends when he was within the millenium puzzle and we went through all those tournaments and things together; there was Duelist Kingdom, Battlecity, even the Oricalcos...they had been together. Then there was that ceremonial battle, and then Yami disappeared with nothing but a name. The time that elapsed the next year and a half was the loneliest I could ever remember. I hadn't really noticed how Yami had completed me like he did, the thought makes me feel terrible, but I geuss I took Yami for granted. I had time to think to say the least, and I practicly fantasized about his return. I even found myself having dreams where Yami had come back to stay with me. It makes me feel weak, in a way knowing that he probably didn't miss me in the slightest.
My friends became distant from me, they were still there, and they tried to take my mind off of Yami, but it wasn't any use. The pain was still there, still fresh- an open wound that wouldn't heal. They sensed it, but there was nothing they could do about it. We were still friends, we were still close, we would still go out for pizza, laugh, and talk all the time, but there was still the empty presence. 'It isn't fair' I thought as Ryou got Bakura back. 'Why should he get his Yami when I can't have mine?' I thought selfishly as I witnessed Bakura uncharacteristicly pull Ryou into a warm embrace. That was when I felt this jolt of wanting. I wanted that with Yami, and I could never have it, and that more than anything pained me, because I knew I could never have him. 'If only he came back' I would promise to myself, 'If only he came back, I wouldn't put it off for a second... I would embrace him as I saw Bakura do to Ryou.' Then the unthinkable happened...He came back...
Suddenly, it just got all the more complicated... What if I told him about these feelings I had for him and he hated me for them? After all, I can't deny it of myself...I'm a bisexual. I don't know if Yami is straight or not, i'd never thought about it before, but lately I've been considering it alot. Even if he was...bi or something, why would he want me? He could probably get any other gay guy that he wanted, and besides I was his hikari, his light...Whoever heard of darkness loving the light? I can't deny these feelings anymore though, I freak when i'm alone with him, and i've been getting kind of short with him in the past few days because I keep getting nervous, he has to be wondering what's up. Also a fragmented version of the mind link still remained and sometimes I let my guard down and leave it open and I know he's aware of my confused, jumbled up emotions through the link.
I'm home now though, and i'll have to pretend to be happy around grandpa so he doesn't suspect anything. I can feel the mental pull on my mind of Yami trying to contact me.
//Yugi? Where are you?//
/I'm coming in the house right now, I was just out for a walk./
//I was getting worried. It's pretty dark out don't you think?//
/Sorry, Yami. I'm coming in./
He's right, I look around it's pretty dark. I geuss I was talking to myself too much to really notice the sun had set. I walk inside the back door and into the kitchen, knowing that the game shop door would be locked already. Looking down at my feet I went over to the fridge and pulled out a carton of milk and took several large gulps of the cool, bland substance and put the carton back into the refridgerator, pondering these thoughts when I walked into something very solid. I felt my face heat up as I noticed the trademark leather pants as Yami's, and my eyes were glued to a specific area of the garment that was stretched tantalizingly across his nether regions. My gaze slowly made it's way up to stare into crimson orbs widened with a sense of...was that pity? or concern?
"H-Hey Yami." Damn he doesn't even say anything to you and you still act like a prat, pull yourself together, man!
He's smirking at me and shaking slightly and I feel my face go crimson as my lips tighten and form a thin line.
"What are you laughing at me for?!"
"I'm sorry Yugi, it's just that- that..." He trailed off and a sudden fit of laughter over took him. After the giggles subsided he reached up with his thumb and quickly brushed it over my top lip and stuck it in his mouth. I gaped at him suprised by the sudden contact.
"You had a milk mustache."
"Oh..." I go red again as some more thoughts of what Yami could do with the rest of me crossed my mind, trying to suppress them I change the subject.
"Where's jii-chan?"
"He went to bed about an hour ago, I told him i'd wait up for you when you got back from your walk."
"Right"
"You've been going for walks a whole lot lately. Something on your mind?"
I shift uncomfortably, he knows that i've been withdrawn lately I couldn't act stupid forever. Might as well find out what he thinks. I can be very cute and persuasive when I want to be, but those close to me can testify to the fact that i'm not as innocent as I look.
"What do you mean Yami?" I ask cutely, tilting my head to the side in mock curiostiy.
"I mean, you don't ever want to talk to me that much any more and you seem...I don't know..." We're getting there...
"Go on." I urge widening my eyes for a little extra encouragement.
"Well, I feel like...Have I done something wrong?" Him, do something wrong?! Besides the fact that he could give me a hint as to with whom the object of his affection resides, he's absolutely perfect!
"NO!" I practicaly scream at him. He jumps in shock and I cover my mouth.
//Hikari! You'll wake your grandfather if you aren't carefull!//
"Sorry, I didn't mean to shout! I just- why would you think something like that?"
"You've been avoiding me and I know it's for a reason." Now he's narrowing his eyes at me and I know he wants me to tell him the truth now, but how can I? I'm frightened of his reaction, but I can't continue this game of hide and seek forever...
"I-I d-don't k-know what y-you're talking about..." I try in vain, he'll see right through that. Wait, he's smirking sexily at me from our new location in the living room, where we had migrated throughout our conversation. I was standing across the room by the television and he was sat on the couch with his legs open and his arm hanging carelessly between his legs, he had his head tilted upwards, his crimson eyes boring into mine and for a second I swear I thought he knew all my feelings for him, but that would be ridiculous, wouldn't it? I turned around to face the tv and started to look around it for the remote so he wouldn't see the blush that resurfaced. I think I have a blushing problem, I can't seem to stop, right when I think I can never get any more red in the face I go and make a liar out of myself.
"Looking for this?" I gulp, knowing what was going to happen I slowly turned around any way to my smirking Yami as he held the remote up for me to see, waving it lightly back and forth still with the smirk on his face. He looked irresistable to me just sitting there, his skin was still a deep tan from his return and he bore it well. It made him all the more...desirable. His smirk isn't helping either, sometimes I wonder if he intentionally tries to turn me on. He's been doing things like this for a while, sort of saying suggestive things, but I know he's just joking, but I wonder what he would say if he knew how I really felt about him? What would he do? Would he leave? Would he return my feelings? The probability of that was about ten to none, he couldn't ever fall for someone like me.
I look back up at him with a sincere smile on my face which I don't think he was expecting. His smile has disappeared now, but he's still holding the remote up looking dumbfounded. I send feelings of amusement through the link which shock him to no end. I just giggle and swipe the remote from him. He blinks and looks up at me incredulously as I plop myself down on the other end of the couch and start channel surfing. I flip through the channels until I find an episode of Digimon on and I relax my position more and put the remote on the arm rest as I take off my shoes and pull my knees up and wrap my arms around them focusing on the episode. I totally forgot Yami was there after a while and I started talking to the television.
"Growlmon! Come on that move sucked!"
"You do know that the television can't hear you right?" I jumped and looked over at Yami to see a shadow of a smirk as if he was trying to supress it. I shrugged off the embarrassment and turned my attention back to the television.
Yami's POV
As Yugi became more absorbed in his tv show I slipped silently upstairs, I know Yugi wouldn't notice, and even if he did he didn't seem too keen on being around me that often since I came back. I'm worried about him, when I first came back he was positively ecstatic about my return. Now he's become distant and whenever I try to joke around with him he blushes or runs off or something. Maybe i've done the wrong thing in coming back, maybe he liked it better after I left. Does he think me a burden? I feel bad when I think of how I just suddenly show up with no forewarning or anything. My wonderful hikari, he has a life, a family, and friends; maybe I was stupid to think that I could be a part of it. He's probably wondering why I came back, and I geuss I am too. Nothing was the same after we seperated, now I know why at the end of those movies Yugi and his friends watch, end there; it's because once the adventure is over how can you just return to your life like nothing has happened? Once you meet your true love how can you just walk away from them? I couldn't bear it, so I worked out a way to come back. Strange, I thought Yugi would be just as thrilled to see me as I was to see him, maybe I was wrong. He's become so distant, I just know something is wrong and sometimes I get these confused feelings through the mind link, sometimes even fear, but he won't tell me what's wrong.
Seeing him in this state pains me, the only one he appears to talk to these days is Ryou and Jounouchi. When I came back I had confidence in my feelings convinced I would sweep my lovely hikari off his feet and take him as my boyfriend, but then I realized i'm not a pharoah anymore and I can't just make a kind of demand like that on him. I would have to do it the old fashioned way, I would charm him straight into my arms. It must sound like I just to bed him right now, but when I was away I missed him terribly. I wanted not to bed him right then, but I would have sold my soul to Ra just to hear his dulcent tones ringing in my ears one last time, to hear those three little words that could send me to the Field of Reeds in peace. I longed for his voice, to gaze into his eyes, to feel his pale skin, to kiss those warm tender lips. I fell in love with my light. I don't really think of myself as gay, but I geuss I must be. I planned on winning over my hikari and then telling him about my feelings, but I must have done something wrong. Now my hikari won't confide in me like he used to, we share a room though, Sugoroku had been nice enough to supply a single bed across the room where Yugi slept, sometimes I would lie awake and actually just watch him sleep, but it felt so wrong whenever I would look at him, almost as if I didn't have the right, like I was spying on him or something. Yugi is so distant and shy now I can't tell what I should do to win his affections. I have to try though. There's only one thing I can think of to do now, though the thought of it makes me cringe. I reach the top of the stairs and push open the bedroom door. I stumble through the door my spirits darkening with each step I take, I don't turn on the light just collapse on my bed. In order to get Yugi in my heart i'd have to use every option available to me, frowing I reach for the phone.
Bakura's POV
Damn, Ryou can be such a tease! He doesn't know who he's dealing with here, that's for sure. He smiles wickedly at me knowing i'll snap sooner or later. He was currently sitting at the kitchen table just grinning at me seductively over his mug of hot chocolate. He sure has a lot of spunk for someone who just lost for the third time that night at Mario Kart. I admire him for that I geuss. It took me a while to realize this, but my hikari is not weak, because he holds some amount of power over me, therefore I admit to him being not as fragile as I once took him for. He takes a sip and recoils quickly.
"Too hot hikari?" He just smiles sweetly at me and gets up from the table setting the mug down.
"Not as hot as you were last night." I smirk at him and lean closer.
"Remind me hikari, exactly how hot was I last night? I can't seem to remember..." Ryou closed the gap between us and crushed his lips onto mine, I pushed back eagerly licking his upper lip, requesting entrance. He parted letting me roam deeper into his mouth as I pressed my hand on the back of his head so he couldn't pull away and slipped my other arm around his waist pressing our lower bodies together. Ryou moaned slightly as I pulled back from the kiss for some much needed oxygen. He smiled at me and I pulled him closer.
"I love you Kura..." I squeeze him lightly in response savoring the feeling of my hikari's light body pressed against mine. That was when the phone rang.
"Just ignore it, Ryou." I said as I smirked into his hair that smelled strongly of lavender, but after a couple of seconds it was apparent the caller was not getting the point. We seperated and I grabbed the phone and roughly pressed at the talk button.
"WHAT?"
Ryou: I thought it was good for the first chapter.
Yugi: You make me sound so depressed at the beginning...-pout-
Yami: Don't worry Yugi! Let's turn that frown upside down!
Bakura: That was...disturbing. TT
madone13: Um...So...
Ryou: So what?
madone13: Well, I don't know...did you like it?
Ryou: I said it was good...
madone13: I know but did you LIKE it?
Ryou: Uhhh...
Bakura: Yes, he did, especially the part with us in it didn't you? -smirk-
Ryou: Yes..-blush-
madone13: -squeal- okay! Review people! Do you think I should have Yami and Yugi get together next chappie or should I drag it out? -evil smirk-
Yami: Review, so we can have hot sex next chapter!
Yugi: YAMI!
madone13: Um yeah, whatever. TT