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If it's brother's request, I'll do anything.', says Vincent and flashes a smile. Gilbert looks away slightly, thinking about simple things (foreboding things ) like flower bouquets, about dangerous things ('I'll show you Raven') and about words that tug at his heart (he's been looking for his older brother) even though he should know better (Gilbert thinks he's weak and maybe that's it but some poeple call it kindness).
But nothing is for free and Gilbert wonders whether his brother makes use of this rule or if he sincerely believes in what he does. What he used to do.
Sometimes, Gilbert prefers to be convinced that Vincent (kisses, touches, rips, laughs against Gilbert's sweaty face or maybe it's not sweat ) does things just to break him. That he thinks of it as an exchange.
Gilbert doesn't want his mind to tell him anything (your brother just thinks it's natural that it's for free, like it used to be).
Then Gilbert switches off because there are things he can't (doesn't want to) remember.