(Vampire academy/bloodlines fanfic.)

Adrian was having a hopeless drunken bad day. For reasons unknown he couldn't ta ke his mind off rose. The close second o n his mind was Sidney. Sidney, who tau gh t him to drive his unfortunately yel l ow car, Sydney who talked him into co l le ge, Sydney who made him take self- d ef ens e, Sydney who CARED.

That was the kicker she cared but she tr ied (unsuccessfully) to hide it and he u nderstood. Her being and alchemist she w as raised not to get all buddy-buddy wit h moroi and dhampirs and obviously n ot s trigoi. He couldn't blame her but s he wa s so damn beautiful. Like his ex t hat di mitri's rose she was totally f ear less. B ut unlike rose Sydney wasn' t vai n. She d idn't know her own beaut y and g lorious a bility. She felt fragi l e . But he knew go od and well she was a ny thing but.

He loved her from the moment he noticed those golden eyes. Problem was he couldn 't have her. If only she knew how much h e longed for her. To be able to kiss t ho se soft lips without consequence. He dec ided he was going to tell early on i n th e day and drank for courage. By n oo n he was so blistered he couldn't. h e wo uld. He suddenly got determined. H e shot up o f his couch and ran to the c a r .

To be continued.