Hallo, here is another Cinema Bizarre fic from me

It's AU and they may seem OOC, please forgive ^^

Disclaimer: I don't own them or anything, sadly.

Warnings: Boy on boy, don't like don't read…

Please enjoy first chapter.

The wind was playing with his hair. Small tears were running down his face. It was cold but he didn't mind, he liked the cold weather. Small snowflakes were slowly falling from the sky. He closed his eyes to feel the wind and the cold better. He was breathing deep and slowly. He was standing on the edge of a cliff. The water could be heard when it hit the cliff down below. There was about 15 meters down. He was standing as close as he could get to the edge without falling down.

'This is it. My time has come and I need to leave now before he comes.' Just as the thought had faded, there was somebody yelling. The guy standing at the edge didn't move an inch. The person running was a guy about the same age as the other but he had two-toned hair. The guy at the edge had blond hair.

"Why are you doing this? I don't understand," said the guy with two-toned hair, he was also crying silently now. "I want to decide for myself when I'm going to die," was the reply. He began to cry harder before he spoke. "But I love you I want to spend time with you, no matter how long it is. I need more time with you!" The guy at the edge turned around and faced the other crying guy. He moved away from the edge and walked slowly to the guy.

He wrapped his arms around him and held him tight. "No matter what we do I don't have much time. I need to decide for myself when my time has come. I love you too and I don't want my goodbye to be harder than it is already. I know it's selfish, but please promise me one thing." The crying guy looked up and blinked. "What?" He asked with a little voice barely hearable.

"Please find love again. I could never forgive myself if you didn't." He didn't reply he just pulled himself closer to the dying guy. "Please promise me," he said again and started to cry himself. For some minutes they stayed in the embrace silently.

"I promise," he finally said. The blond guy then moved his arms away and started to walk towards the edge again. "Please don't jump," he whispered. He looked up and saw that he had turned around so he faced him.

"Don't jump," he screamed and tried to get up. The cold had made him slower.

"Remember the promise and find you true love because I know I'm not yours," the blond guy said and smiled before he jumped.

"NOOOOO!" He screamed and ran to the edge just in time to see him hid the water and disappear, forever.

"I will keep my promise for you, you may be gone forever but you will never be forgotten."

He woke up bathed in his own sweat. Panting and a little scared he looked around at his room. Then he started to sub, he wrapped his arms around his legs and hid his face in his knees. "I can't keep living without you," he whispered and cried harder. 'Why do I keep dreaming this all over again? I don't want to remember anymore. Why does I keep dreaming about when he died? I can't keep my promise to him.'

The alarm clock beeped and he got up and out of bed. He changed into his normal clothes and grabbed his jacket before leaving the small apartment. It was his first day at work so he better not be late. On his way to work he passed a flower shop. He turned around and looked at all the flowers. 'Maybe I should visit his grave?' He thought to himself before he entered the shop. An old woman was standing behind the desk and looked up when he entered.

"What may I help with sir?" She asked with a smile. "I want some flowers I can put on a grave." The lady nodded. "Anything specific you want?" She asked gently. He just shook his head. It only took her some minutes to have a small bucket of flowers ready, it was a dozen roses [1]. He paid and left with a small thanks.

With eyes on the ground he walked silently to the cemetery. There wasn't anyone at the cemetery. He sighed with relief. The grave was in the corner and a little away from all the others. He was the only one who knew it was there, he was the one paying for it. Even though there wasn't a body he had got a coffin for him anyway. He made sure to come as often as he could and take care of the place.

"Just me again," he said tears starting to form in his eyes. "I bought you flowers today. I'm starting at a new place today, let's just hope I can keep this job longer than the last one." He would always talk to him. He looked at his watch when he had removed the old flowers and replaced them with the new ones. He sighed and stood up. "I need to go or else I'm going to be late," he finished and walked away.

"He's new here so take good care of him. Just ask anyone if you don't understand what you are supposed to do," the last sentence was for him and he nodded. He had got a job as a waiter at a nearby restaurant. He got about ten minutes to learn his colleagues. They were four waiters, two girls and a boy and then him. There wasn't really anything special about any of them.

The boy was the first one to come over. "Welcome, my name is Kiro," he said with a smile. Strify tried to smile back but it didn't really turn out that good. "Thanks, my name is Strify." Kiro nodded and turned around while he made a gesture for Strify to follow him. They entered a small room in the back. There were some lockers on one side and a bench on the other side.

"Just take a locker there is empty and change into these," Kiro said and handed him a uniform. He changed fast and came out. Kiro smiled at him again but Strify just kept his face straight. Strify got a fast introduction to what he was going to do and how everything worked. Soon the restaurant opened and the first customers came.

Strify did a pretty good job. He served the customers and he would even smile once in a while. 'I already hate this job,' he thought while he smiled a little fake smile to a customer. 'Why do I keep getting these jobs where there is human contact? I don't think this will work in the end. And this Kiro guy keeps smiling at me, what is his problem is he on drugs or something?'

Soon the day ended and Kiro walked up to Strify when they got off.

Strify POV:

Oh god, here he comes again, the drug-boy. Smiling like he has done all day. He annoys me to no limit, really. I think he wants to talk to me, again. I sigh before I turn to my locker.

"Hallo there Strify, how was your first day?" He asked with his smile still on his ugly face.

"Alright, until you came." I answered, this only made him giggle. Is he a schoolgirl or something? I really think he is on drugs or something. You don't seem to be affected by my words and you don't get the hint either.

"So where do you live?" "Four blocks away," why did I tell him that? Because I'm a moron too.

"Me too, in the big red building," he said while smiling. Oh my god, can you believe we live at the same place?! I really think destiny hates me. I'm a little shocked actually but of course I don't show it.

"Let's walk home together." I don't want to and I need to visit him. I sighed but nods anyway. There is just something that makes me say yes anyway. Damn him and his dope-smile.

They walked out of the restaurant together and headed towards their homes. No one said anything and an embarrassing silence fell between them. The building wasn't far away so they soon reach it. The elevator wasn't working so they needed to use the stairs.

"What number is your apartment?" Kiro asked Strify as they walked up the stairs.

"22," was the answer. Kiro then turned around with a big smile on his face.

"That's right next to mine." 'God help me, do you really hate me this much?' Strify thought for himself and didn't reply to Kiros statement.

Finally they reach the second floor. Kiro waved goodbye and knocked on his door.

Strify POV:

God really hates me. First I get a job I hate, then there is a really annoying boy at work but that isn't enough, no, he has to live right next to me! I take my keys out and unlock my door. I look over to where Kiro lives.

The door opens and I can hear music and someone grabs Kiro and pulls him in.

"You are late honey," someone says and I raise an eyebrow. I didn't know he lived with someone. Well who cares really, I don't. Then I walked into my apartment and sits down on my couch. I rub my temples I can feel a headache is forming.

My stomach is complaining like always but I don't feel like eating. I feel guilty for not going to his grave after work. Maybe the cemetery is open at this hour? I think I will go anyway.

I grab my jacket there is lying on the floor and walks out. When I pass Kiros door I can hear laugher from several people. I sigh and walk faster.

It's a bit cold outside but I don't mind.

Normal POV:

Kiro heard the door slam next to them. 'Maybe Strify is leaving? But we just got back from work,' Kiro thought to himself still laughing with his two friends. He was living with his two best friends Yu and Romeo. They both knew that Kiro was gay but they didn't mind.

"I think I will go for a little while," Kiro suddenly said. Yu and Romeo grinned at each other.

"Meeting someone?" Yu asked in a playful tone. Kiro just smiled and shook his head. Then he ran out totally forgetting his jacket.

In the meantime Strify was walking slowly towards the cemetery. Looking at the stars he thought about him. 'Get out of my head Kiro,' Strify thought angry. Every time he thought of him for a long time suddenly Kiros face would appear with that annoying drug smile on his ugly face.

He got to the cemetery and walked in without looking back. If he had he would maybe have seen a figure that looked at him. The figure didn't follow into the cemetery but just waited at the gate.

Strify soon reach the grave he was searching for. He got down on his knees and looked at the stone. A sigh escaped him before he spoke.

"I miss you all the time, you know that? I hate my new job and especially one person. His name is Kiro and he has this really annoying drug smile he always smiles. Alright, I don't know him yet, it was my first day but I don't like him. Do you know the reason I take these kinds of jobs? It's because you liked those jobs so much that I somehow don't want to do anything else. I really don't think I can keep my promise to you." Strify finished and cried a little in silence before wiping the tears away and standing up and walking back again.

When he reached the gate he saw a person standing there. When he got nearer he could see it was Kiro.

"What are you doing here?" Strify asked a little angry. Kiro looked a little embarrassed down at the ground.

"Um, I heard you left your apartment so I wanted to know where you would go at this hour. Don't worry, I didn't walk into the cemetery," Kiro said and his arms flapped around as he said the last thing.

"What are you? An obsessed fag or what?" Strify asked without thinking. He wasn't in the mood for stupid boys. He looked at Kiro when he didn't answer. He could see hurt and some angst in his eyes. 'Oh shit, he is gay. I'm such a jackass sometimes,' Strify thought as he looked at Kiro.

"Sorry," Strify mumbled as he started to walk home. Kiro didn't answer he just followed behind Strify all the way home. When they came back to the building they still didn't say a word. Just before Kiro walked into his apartment he mumbled "see you at work tomorrow."

TBC

[1] = I don't know much about flowers so ^^

Uh, what will happen at work? Who is Strifys dead love?

Please review ^^,

Miss you all Cinema Bizarre T-T