The past is too painful. The present's not much better. Where to go? Memories hurt to remember, but are sad to forget. Knowing you'll never go back to where you're loved. You weren't supposed to be there. Maybe you were destined to be alone. That's okay though. If it helps Wyatt that he can torture you fine. If ignoring and blaming you helps Leo heal than that is what he should do, because your pain doesn't matter. It never did and it never will. The only reason you live is to bear the burden. That is where you will always be. People will leave. People will die. You'll always stay. You're not good enough for death. Everybody gets to take out their frustrations on you. You don't mind. It hurts, but if it helps you'll do it. For Wyatt, you'll sit in your blood. The pain everywhere is so Wyatt doesn't have to deal with pain. That's the reason you can't move the bottom half of your body. Wyatt is the reason, but not the cause. Mom's death is the cause. Demons are the cause. Hell you your self are the cause, but not Wyatt. You lay there for Wyatt not, because of him. He was the one who pushed you into the wall. The one choked you with TK, but it's not his fault. You'd much rather you lie in this pool of your blood, broken, beaten, and battered inside and out than have Wyatt suffer. 'Cause that's who you are the martyr. You'll be stuck in between two unbelievable painful places. A rock and a hard place, so that others don't have to. You don't have to choose all you have to do is sit there and bear the burden.