I love you, I love you, I love you.

A Gentlemen's Alliance fanfiction.

Gentlemen's Alliance Cross (C) Arina Tanemura. Not me.

The fact that you love him more than me hurts.

It hurts me so bad and Oh, I just want to punch him in the face, but I don't because it'd be the wrong thing to do. I hold back, and I try to hold back so hard, and I struggle with what is wrong and right. I love someone else too, but it's just because I want you to notice me, but I know it won't happen as long as he's around.

It scares me that we've been friends forever, but you ignore it. You ignore the fact that I love you so much, and that I want to kiss you so bad. You'd never consider me though. Maybe as a Last Resort, yes, but please, please just notice me for once in my life.

I love you, I love you, I love you.

The words repeat in my head over and over. As she walks over and asks me worriedly if I'm okay, I nod and smile. The smile is faked, and it hurts me so much to do it. She smiles back, even though she knows something's wrong. She'll talk to me later; right now I just want to be alone.

I walk through the park, the sweet smell of cherry blossoms filling my senses. The smell reminds me of you, oddly. Once more, it hurts to even think about you. I sit down on a stump, a stump I have sat on many times before in my life. One that is full of memories. I really thought I pushed the thought of you to the back of my mind, but after awhile it returns, and my heart aches.

I love you, I love you, I love you.

The words invade my mind again. I clutch my head, because something, anything, must be wrong with me. The tears flow freely, for they cannot be stopped.

I hear you call out my name. I look up, the tears still flowing. It is you, and my mind goes into a jumble. I thought you didn't care, I really thought so. You run up to me and hug me so tightly. Your embrace is so warm, and I don't want to leave it, ever. You slowly pull back and my mind screams "No, No! Come back to me, I want to feel that warm sensation one last time!" Then, your lips slowly reach mine. It's gentle, warm and inviting. I kiss you back, the tears still flowing freely. You pull back, and say the words my mind has been repeating for years.

" I love you, I love you, I love you.

My love, my sweet, Maora. "

My dear, my everything, Maguri.

It's short.

It's horrible.

But thanks for reading anyways.