hey, i've done two poem fics before but this is slightly different, the pov switches around the middle. you'll be able to tell, i just wanted to let y'all know ahead of time! anyway, i hope you enjoy this one!
Two words
That i can't seem to form
That i have never said,
Even if they were true.
Two words
I wish i could tell you
But everytime i try
I feel myself sink inside
Two words
I can't force past my lips
No matter how much
My heart insists
Two words
That always evade me
That my voice and my head
Refuse to allow
Two words
I think so so often
I want to tell you
But then i just don't
Two words
It's simple, so simple
I've rehearsed them to myself
Alone and out loud
Two words
That when the time comes
I can never push them
Past my teeth that grit down
Two words
It's really not that hard
I know i can say them
If i truly try
Two words
That i know are true
About my feelings
For the three of you
Two words
My brothers, i can't say it
I try to no end
But i can't bring myself to
Two words
I'm steeling myself
It's almost too late,
i'm almost gone
Two words
I'm on my way out
I never meant for it to end this way
My brothers…
Two words
I'll force myself to say
Before i leave you
And go to the other side
Two words
Runs through my head as you panic
I've cost you more pain
More heartache
Two words
Here goes
I'll really say it
This time
...
I'm Sorry,
Leonardo my leader
For saying those things
I never meant them
I'm Sorry,
Donatello my genius
For not telling you
How amazing you are
I'm Sorry,
Mikey, my sunshine
For hitting and hurting you
All the time
I'm sorry,
My brothers
But i finally forced
The two words past my lips
...
Two Words,
The last Two words
I ever said
To my brothers
Will be
…
I'm Sorry
…
Two Words,
you say to me
As i fall to my knees
Beside you
Two words
I panic
This can't be right
You don't say that
Two Words
Echo in my head
I force down your chest,
Making you breath in
Two words
I don't know why
What have you
To apologise for?
Two words
Tears run down my face
With the rain
And mix
Two Words
Why does it end this way
Why are you here
So motionless
Two Words
I've never heard you say
But we have all seen
in your eyes
Two Words
Your pride would not allow
Past your jade green lips
Out loud
Two Words
We know you felt them
Please get out of this
State you are in
Two words
I breath into your lungs
Please take the oxygen
I have to give
Two words
Your chest doesn't fall
I pump it again
And again and again
Two words
Two brothers behind me
Terrified and watching
To see you breath again
Two words
Why in the world
Were those your last words
to me
Two Words
You have nothing to be sorry for,
Please understand
That we need you
Two words
Don't die on me now
I know it's too late
I breath into you again.
Two Words
You forced past your lips
I saw your smile
Before you were gone
Two words
I wish you hadn't said
Because i know that if you did not
You would not let yourself die
Two Words
I sit back and stare
My hands are bloody
I don't understand
Two Words
Four became Three
Why did this have to happen?
You said you were sorry
Two Words
I never had a chance
To say to you
In reply
Two words
You never heard from me
In the context
That really mattered
…
I know
I know you are sorry
For ignoring me
And putting yourself in danger
I know
You think things that
You do not speak
Because of your pride
I Know
You love us so much
That you would never
Want to harm us
I know
These words
came too late
But i was hoping, just maybe,
I know
Please from the other side,
Hear my words
I know you are sorry for your mistakes
I know
These words fall upon your dead ears,
As the life drains from within you
And you grow cold
I know
That never
In a million years
Will i be able to bring you back
I know
That this is the closest we'll ever get
To the conversation needs
that were never met
I know
I need to move on,
I have to be strong,
For them
I know
The two words
you choked out to me
Were meant long before
I know
Every time i saw
The sadness in your eyes
You were sorry
I know
That you are gone
I panicked
And missed you
I know
That those two last words
Are all i have left
Of you
Two words
I wish we had spoken
To each other before
I miss you, already.
…
Just Two Words
"I'm Sorry."
"I know."
man, i nearly cried writing this! i hope you enjoyed and please remember to review!