(I do not own these characters. The storyplot loosly deals with things
that has happened on the show, though this to diffrent characters. This is
my first real Fan Fict. And yes i know the Vocabulary could be better, but
yoou'll understand what i was trying to get through. Please R/R!!)
The moon was coming up, as she sat sat on her windowsill. Her face was pressed up against the glass as a silent tear ruined her once perfectly applied mascara. The cool glass felt good on her hot head. Nobody could possibly understand the pain she was in, nobody. She sighed, knowing she shouldn't stay on the windowsill all night she got down and walked to her computer, logging on.
Spinner:: hey chica whats up?
pictureperfect: Fuck you spinner...
Spinner:: whoa, ashley. THE ashley just swore! lets mark this day in history!!
pictureperfect: Spinner, please i don't want to talk.
Spinner:: Are you sure about that?
pictureperfect: yes im sure... i just don't want to talk
Spinner:: Why ashley, whats going on?
Ashley quickly logged off and sighed sitting in her computer chair, pulling her knees to her chest, and started to cry again.
"whats wrong?" It was Toby, interupting again.
"Nothing Tobs, its nothing..." She lied to him, out of all the times she had lied to him, why did she have to lie to him this once? Ashley wanted to tell someone, anyone. Well, anybody but her parents. Toby shrugged his shoulders, and left Ashleys room, slamming the door behind him. Ashley fell back into her bed, buring her head in her pillow and cried.
++FLASHBACK++
"Come on ash, you know you wanna!" He urged her. Pushing her back against the wall.
"No.. no i don't.." Ashley had had enough, she was being put under to much pressure, to many decisons. Just too much.
"Yes you do, i can see it in your eyes" The strong whiskey he had just drinken was perspiring through his skin leaving a foul odor on him and his breath. She turned her head to the side trying to avoid the smell.
"No!" Ashley said firmly. She was trying to wiggle out of his grasp but it was to strong. There was nothing she could've done now. She couldn't move from his grasp, she couldn't scream, nobody would've heard her anyways, it would have been just a waste of breath.
++End of Flashback++
Ashley lie there, still crying. Nobody but Toby in the house to hear her sobs. But frankly he could've cared less why she was crying. Tobys father had left the hour before, just as Toby had come walking in, drunk as a skunk, but it had been like that for weeks, it was nothing new to him now. She cried herself to sleep that night, one thing running through her mind. "why did Jeff do that to me today? Did i deserve it?"
(Author Note: If you have no idea what Ashley is talking about here it is. Jeff had raped her that day, when he was drunk and nobody else knows about it)
((Will ashley ever tell anyone? Or will she keep it a dark secret?? If i get bad reviews i'm going to discontinue the story, but if you like it tell me in the review!!)
The moon was coming up, as she sat sat on her windowsill. Her face was pressed up against the glass as a silent tear ruined her once perfectly applied mascara. The cool glass felt good on her hot head. Nobody could possibly understand the pain she was in, nobody. She sighed, knowing she shouldn't stay on the windowsill all night she got down and walked to her computer, logging on.
Spinner:: hey chica whats up?
pictureperfect: Fuck you spinner...
Spinner:: whoa, ashley. THE ashley just swore! lets mark this day in history!!
pictureperfect: Spinner, please i don't want to talk.
Spinner:: Are you sure about that?
pictureperfect: yes im sure... i just don't want to talk
Spinner:: Why ashley, whats going on?
Ashley quickly logged off and sighed sitting in her computer chair, pulling her knees to her chest, and started to cry again.
"whats wrong?" It was Toby, interupting again.
"Nothing Tobs, its nothing..." She lied to him, out of all the times she had lied to him, why did she have to lie to him this once? Ashley wanted to tell someone, anyone. Well, anybody but her parents. Toby shrugged his shoulders, and left Ashleys room, slamming the door behind him. Ashley fell back into her bed, buring her head in her pillow and cried.
++FLASHBACK++
"Come on ash, you know you wanna!" He urged her. Pushing her back against the wall.
"No.. no i don't.." Ashley had had enough, she was being put under to much pressure, to many decisons. Just too much.
"Yes you do, i can see it in your eyes" The strong whiskey he had just drinken was perspiring through his skin leaving a foul odor on him and his breath. She turned her head to the side trying to avoid the smell.
"No!" Ashley said firmly. She was trying to wiggle out of his grasp but it was to strong. There was nothing she could've done now. She couldn't move from his grasp, she couldn't scream, nobody would've heard her anyways, it would have been just a waste of breath.
++End of Flashback++
Ashley lie there, still crying. Nobody but Toby in the house to hear her sobs. But frankly he could've cared less why she was crying. Tobys father had left the hour before, just as Toby had come walking in, drunk as a skunk, but it had been like that for weeks, it was nothing new to him now. She cried herself to sleep that night, one thing running through her mind. "why did Jeff do that to me today? Did i deserve it?"
(Author Note: If you have no idea what Ashley is talking about here it is. Jeff had raped her that day, when he was drunk and nobody else knows about it)
((Will ashley ever tell anyone? Or will she keep it a dark secret?? If i get bad reviews i'm going to discontinue the story, but if you like it tell me in the review!!)