Too See Your Reincarnation
A/n: Wooo I'm on a roll! I've been getting these sudden bursts of inspiration for some…odd reason. Anyway, I hope you like it!
Rating: T for suicide and sexual content. Oh yes, I warn you: there is boyxxboy…in here.
Summary: Riku and Kairi are together now. Sora is on the side, loving someone that he shouldn't love. Seeing Riku with Kairi is just too much so he thinks of only one way out. Riku finds Sora's last letter…which tells everything. The letter shows everything about his forbidden love for that silver-haired boy. With regret and sadness, Riku and Kairi break-up. Almost three years has past and Riku has started to talk to an online friend. Little did he know, he could be talking to Sora's reincarnation. They meet…and everything changes.
Prologue: Your Letter
"I guess I'll see you later, Riku…and nice to see you again Kairi." Sora smiled, and started to walk away from the couple. But really, deep, deep down inside…his heart was breaking into million pieces.
"Oh, Sora, I'll come over too your house later on." Riku said as he wrapped his arms around Kairi's small little waist. At first Sora paused from walking but kept going on.
"Sora…" Riku sighed. He had no idea why he was acting like this. So depressed…so…different from his usual happy self.
"Hey, what's wrong with him? Just yesterday he sounded so proud that we got together…" Kairi sighed along with her boyfriend.
"Awe, this is supposed to be a happy day! C'mon let's go get some dinner, now!" Riku took her hand and pulled her along. Little did they know, at this very moment, a loved one was going to die…
It all started when Sora introduced Kairi to Riku. And very soon, he regretted showing Riku to Kairi. They soon all became friends, but then…Kairi and Riku got together. At first Sora congratulated them, but he was jealous of them. He wanted Riku all to himself. Of course he thought he was selfish, but he couldn't help himself. Everything happened quickly, Riku and Kairi were now the high school's sweetest couple. They really did love each other. They didn't notice Sora's feelings. They didn't notice anything…
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Sora pushed Kairi in front of Riku and introduced her. He was trying to put some love life in Riku.
"Well, nice to meet you, Kairi…" Riku smiled beautifully. Kairi smiled back and sat next to Riku. Sora frowned at this, he was starting to feel jealous. Damn those stupid hormones. Soon the two became more than just friends; they became lovers. And with Sora at the side, dying to confess his feelings…
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"Here I go." Sora says before he swallows the pills, clearly not thinking everything over again.
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Knock, knock. Knock, knock.
"Hey, Sora, open up!" Riku asked from the other side of the door. There was an odd silence that followed. Riku sighed and knocked again. No answer. Getting impatient, he tried to open the door but then gasped for the door was unlocked. Opening the door, he found a house that he thought that was empty. Sadly, Sora's parents drowned when Sora was thirteen. Right after that, Riku became friends with Sora. Riku showed Sora that sometimes, even your life that was terrible can be changed by something.
Looking around the room, he walked by a cracked door of Sora's room. About to surprise him, he jumped inside smiling and shouting Sora's name. Looking around again, he found Sora lying down on his bed, which Riku thought was sleeping. Sitting next to him, he poked him several times.
"Sooooooraaaa…" Riku smirked. He loved waking up Sora when the younger boy didn't want to wake up. He didn't realize this would be the last time to try to wake Sora up. With a third time to wake him up, he pulled the covers up, which in the process he heard a shake of pills in a bottle. Picking up the bottle from the covers, he saw that there was only a few left in there. Pills? Why does Sora have pills in his room? Riku questioned no one but himself. Having the idea that Sora did something bad, Riku felt Sora's chest.
Cold.
Lifeless.
Gone.
Everything stopped.
His heart began to beat faster, and his hands rushed to Sora's shoulders to shake the lifeless body.
"Sora! Hey, wake up!" Riku shouted to the body that had no soul anymore. Seeing this wasn't doing anything, he fumbled something in his pants pocket; pulling out a cell phone. Punching in the 911, he called for an ambulance. Now waiting for the ambulance, the tears just ran down his face. He hadn't cried in such a long time. He felt like it was the end. But it wasn't.
It was only the end of Sora's life.
Trying to pull himself together, his eyes wandered over the now-gloomy-looking room. His eyes stopped on a piece of paper over on Sora's desk. Heart beating faster than ever, Riku picked up the paper and read it in his head:
Once you read this, I will probably be gone already. My life…was bad. My heart yearned for someone that I would have never had. I loved him. I really did love him. But his heart belonged to a certain red-haired girl. His silver hair and his angelic voice stayed in my dreams. These forbidden feelings for him drove me something imaginable.
Maybe I will see him again. Maybe I will be reborn.
Maybe everything…would have been completely different.
This is my final goodbye.
-Sora
Tear stains were everywhere. Riku looked down at the floor and noticed several balls of crumpled pieces of paper. It must've been hard for him to write this. No…it must have been hard for him for a very long time.
He felt guilty. If he had noticed this, Sora could have been saved. Everything could have been different.
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Bleh, I don't like the beginning. It seemed a bit rushed didn't it? Probably so… Now my little pretties, this is not the end of Sora. He will beeeee heerrreee again. You shall see.
-miME-chan