AN:// Welcome to my third fanfiction! I think I might actually continue it
all the way.. Well heres the summary.. Sakura and Syaoron got married at
age 18. When she was 22 she caught Syaoron in bed with another woman. What
will happen to the couple? Written in Sakura's Point of View.. Enjoy!
'Thinking'
"Talking"
Betrayal
My First Mistake
"I'm home sweetie," I said cheerfully. I had just been given a job to model for Tomoyo's fashion line. I felt so great I married the man I loved since I was in 6th grade. I was working for my best friend, and I finally get to be home more with my husband because of my new job. "Syaoron.?"
There was something unusual about today though. There was another pair of sandals, it certainly did not belong to me. I walked around the house. "Syaoron?" I called a little louder. There was no response. 'Now that's strange, he should have been home by now....'
"Mmm," a little moan came out of no where. I snapped my head back into the direction of our room. 'What the hell..' I thought trying to cease the little voice in the back of my head. 'He loved me for so long, he can't be.'
I opened the door of my room.... to my horror I saw Syaoron with a beautiful girl with black hair in our room. Clothes were all over the floor, her lipstick was smeared all over his chest. My heart stopped and I immediately closed the door. I couldn't breathe. It felt as if my whole body had collapsed. I fell onto the floor replaying what I just saw in my head. 'No, no he loves me he couldn't be.'
"Sakura?" Syaoron looked at me apologetic. I turned my head away I was almost in tears. "Sakura look at me. LOOK AT ME!!!" I got up and slowly walked away. I saw the black haired girl run out the house. When I heard the door close I sunk into the couch. I cried silent tears and stared at the floor.
"I'm sorry I....I don't know what to say," Syaoron broke of his voice was weak.
"I thought you loved me," I whimpered finally looking up at him. "I thought we had a picture perfect marriage. Yesterday, you kissed me so passionately, you told me you loved me. And now this?!!"
"I do love you Sakura," he tried to fight back. "I lo----"
"Don't even say that!" I said louder trying to keep my voice from shaking. "IF YOU LOVED ME YOU WOULDN'T HAVE DONE THIS! YOU WOULDN'T HAVE BROUGHT A WOMEN INTO OUR HOUSE, INTO OUR BED!"
"But Sakura, I just... I don't..." Syaoron couldn't even say anything. He didn't have anything to say.
"I gave you my heart when I was in 6th grade," I said softly as more tears slid out of my eyes. "I told you I truly wanted to be with you, I gave you my innocence at 16. I swore off all others for you at 18. I truly love you Syaoron you cannot say the same." I got off the coach and continued to my room. He followed me.
"Sakura what are you doing?" He asked starting to panic. My body felt numb as I pulled out a duffle bag and started to pack a few of my things.
"You can have this back," I said throwing my wedding ring back at him. I shoved more things into my little bag.
"Wait Sakura, aren't you taking this a little too far?" Syaoron's voice shook with fear, his eyes began to water.
"I don't think you quite understand how it feels," I said angrily. "Can you imagine the pain of opening the door and finding the love of your life in bed with some whore?! CAN YOU?! Can you imagine the way I feel when I gave you so much of me for almost all my life. I could have had so many others Syaoron! But I rejected them all for you FOR YOU! And here you are after all this time, my first love, my husband in bed with another woman. No I don't think I'm taking this too far at all."
I took off the necklace he gave me for our first anniversary. "I don't think you quite do," I said kissing his cheek and picking up my duffle bag. "I truly love you Syaoron..."
I walked out of the house, and determined to walk out of his life at that moment. Tears still slid down my cheeks. I felt so empty, so betrayed. My mind kept replaying the moment my world crashed. Here I was thinking everything was going to be great, I got a new job, we could have started a family now that I had a stable job. I didn't know where I was walking to, I just needed to get far away from Syaoron.
"Sakura, come with me into this car," Syaoron drove by me and looked at me with his red eyes. 'At least he had been crying,' I thought. But I continued to walk, he followed me slowly in his car.
I stopped and chuckled to myself. "You think I'm going back with you Syaoron?" He climbed out of the car and wrapped his arms around me tightly embracing me. I felt his warm breathe and for a second I felt safe again.
"No Syaoron," I whispered pushing him away. "We can't be me and you anymore."
"Please Sakura give me another chance," he begged wiping my tears away with his hand. Caressing my face. I allowed myself to rest against his built body. I looked up at him with my teary eyes, and I got lost in amber. His face inched closer to mine, and I allowed it. He placed a kiss on my lips, the kind a girl whimpers over. His tongue found its way into my mouth, and it deepened. I was lost into him, the kiss became fierier and I followed him back into the car, into our house, into our bed. I allowed him to make love to me in the same bed he made love to that other woman.
The next morning I woke up, Syaoron was gone. It was 11 A.M. of course he would be gone, he had work too. How could I have let myself give into him so easily? Can he truly control me that easily? I felt scared and I took my duffle bag and ran off to Tomoyo's. I was determined to get away, I wouldn't allow myself to get hurt like this again.
I didn't leave a note for him to find, I canceled my credit cards when I arrived at Tomoyo's. He couldn't find me, he would never see me again.
AN:// That's for one it is S+S don't forget ^^ REVIEW PEOPLE REVIEW!
will happen to the couple? Written in Sakura's Point of View.. Enjoy!
'Thinking'
"Talking"
Betrayal
My First Mistake
"I'm home sweetie," I said cheerfully. I had just been given a job to model for Tomoyo's fashion line. I felt so great I married the man I loved since I was in 6th grade. I was working for my best friend, and I finally get to be home more with my husband because of my new job. "Syaoron.?"
There was something unusual about today though. There was another pair of sandals, it certainly did not belong to me. I walked around the house. "Syaoron?" I called a little louder. There was no response. 'Now that's strange, he should have been home by now....'
"Mmm," a little moan came out of no where. I snapped my head back into the direction of our room. 'What the hell..' I thought trying to cease the little voice in the back of my head. 'He loved me for so long, he can't be.'
I opened the door of my room.... to my horror I saw Syaoron with a beautiful girl with black hair in our room. Clothes were all over the floor, her lipstick was smeared all over his chest. My heart stopped and I immediately closed the door. I couldn't breathe. It felt as if my whole body had collapsed. I fell onto the floor replaying what I just saw in my head. 'No, no he loves me he couldn't be.'
"Sakura?" Syaoron looked at me apologetic. I turned my head away I was almost in tears. "Sakura look at me. LOOK AT ME!!!" I got up and slowly walked away. I saw the black haired girl run out the house. When I heard the door close I sunk into the couch. I cried silent tears and stared at the floor.
"I'm sorry I....I don't know what to say," Syaoron broke of his voice was weak.
"I thought you loved me," I whimpered finally looking up at him. "I thought we had a picture perfect marriage. Yesterday, you kissed me so passionately, you told me you loved me. And now this?!!"
"I do love you Sakura," he tried to fight back. "I lo----"
"Don't even say that!" I said louder trying to keep my voice from shaking. "IF YOU LOVED ME YOU WOULDN'T HAVE DONE THIS! YOU WOULDN'T HAVE BROUGHT A WOMEN INTO OUR HOUSE, INTO OUR BED!"
"But Sakura, I just... I don't..." Syaoron couldn't even say anything. He didn't have anything to say.
"I gave you my heart when I was in 6th grade," I said softly as more tears slid out of my eyes. "I told you I truly wanted to be with you, I gave you my innocence at 16. I swore off all others for you at 18. I truly love you Syaoron you cannot say the same." I got off the coach and continued to my room. He followed me.
"Sakura what are you doing?" He asked starting to panic. My body felt numb as I pulled out a duffle bag and started to pack a few of my things.
"You can have this back," I said throwing my wedding ring back at him. I shoved more things into my little bag.
"Wait Sakura, aren't you taking this a little too far?" Syaoron's voice shook with fear, his eyes began to water.
"I don't think you quite understand how it feels," I said angrily. "Can you imagine the pain of opening the door and finding the love of your life in bed with some whore?! CAN YOU?! Can you imagine the way I feel when I gave you so much of me for almost all my life. I could have had so many others Syaoron! But I rejected them all for you FOR YOU! And here you are after all this time, my first love, my husband in bed with another woman. No I don't think I'm taking this too far at all."
I took off the necklace he gave me for our first anniversary. "I don't think you quite do," I said kissing his cheek and picking up my duffle bag. "I truly love you Syaoron..."
I walked out of the house, and determined to walk out of his life at that moment. Tears still slid down my cheeks. I felt so empty, so betrayed. My mind kept replaying the moment my world crashed. Here I was thinking everything was going to be great, I got a new job, we could have started a family now that I had a stable job. I didn't know where I was walking to, I just needed to get far away from Syaoron.
"Sakura, come with me into this car," Syaoron drove by me and looked at me with his red eyes. 'At least he had been crying,' I thought. But I continued to walk, he followed me slowly in his car.
I stopped and chuckled to myself. "You think I'm going back with you Syaoron?" He climbed out of the car and wrapped his arms around me tightly embracing me. I felt his warm breathe and for a second I felt safe again.
"No Syaoron," I whispered pushing him away. "We can't be me and you anymore."
"Please Sakura give me another chance," he begged wiping my tears away with his hand. Caressing my face. I allowed myself to rest against his built body. I looked up at him with my teary eyes, and I got lost in amber. His face inched closer to mine, and I allowed it. He placed a kiss on my lips, the kind a girl whimpers over. His tongue found its way into my mouth, and it deepened. I was lost into him, the kiss became fierier and I followed him back into the car, into our house, into our bed. I allowed him to make love to me in the same bed he made love to that other woman.
The next morning I woke up, Syaoron was gone. It was 11 A.M. of course he would be gone, he had work too. How could I have let myself give into him so easily? Can he truly control me that easily? I felt scared and I took my duffle bag and ran off to Tomoyo's. I was determined to get away, I wouldn't allow myself to get hurt like this again.
I didn't leave a note for him to find, I canceled my credit cards when I arrived at Tomoyo's. He couldn't find me, he would never see me again.
AN:// That's for one it is S+S don't forget ^^ REVIEW PEOPLE REVIEW!