None of the songs belong to me. They belong to Avril Lavagne and Evvansconce. (spelling is horrible.) And I do not own any characters except Kalee, Alec, and Tim.

"Bella, you'll do great." said Kalee encouragingly. I nodded and stepped onto the stage. "This first song is called "When you're gone." and it's dedicated to," I paused."E.C." I finished.

"I always needed time on my own, I never thought I'd need you there when I cried."

I never thought I'd need a guy there when I cried.

"And the days feel like years when I'm alone."

It feels like years when I'm without you even thought it's only been seven months

"And the bed where you lie, is made up on your side."

Even though I didn't live with Charlie anymore the bed where he used to lie with me is made up.

"When you walk away I count the steps that you take. Don't you see how much I need you right now"

I watched as he walked away. Again. I wondered didn't he see that I needed him?

"When you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missin you. When you're gone the face I came to know is missin too. When you're gone the words I need to hear, to always get me through the day, and make it okay, I miss you."

Exactly.

"I never felt this way before. Everything that I do reminds me of you."

I never had a boyfriend so I never felt like this. I can't read, watch TV, or listen to music without thinking of him.

"And the clothes you left they lie on the floor and they smell just like you, I love the things that you do."

This time he left clothes. They still smell like him. I love the things that he does. Except leaving me.

"When you walk away I count the steps that you take. Don't you see how much I need you right now. When you gone the pieces of my heart are missin you. When you're gone the face I came to know is missin too. When you're gone the words I need to hear, to always get me through the day, and make it okay, I miss you."

"We were meant for each other out here forever I know we were yeah."

We were meant for each other. Forever literally.

"All I ever wanted was for you to know, that everything I do I give my heart and soul into."

I gave my soul into being with him.

When you gone the pieces of my heart are missin you. When you're gone the face I came to know is missin too. When you're gone the words I need to hear, to always get me through the day, and make it okay, I miss you."

I ended to cheers. I sang My immortal, happy ending, the best damn thing, naked (to Jacob Black), and ended with "is it enough?"

"Sometimes I get so weird I even freak my self out. I laugh my self to sleep it's my lullaby."

I do get weird a lot. I have a new lullaby even though I don't sleep.

Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive

I drive fast to remind myself of them.

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

Wasn't it enough to love him? Enough to live for him? He ripped my heart out. Wasn't it enough to die for him?

To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that I
Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive

Is dating a vampire then becoming one living to the extreme?

I want to feel alive even though I'm dead.

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.

Let down your defenses
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
that this world is a beautiful
accident turbulent succulent
opulent permanent, no way
I wanna taste it
Don't wanna waste it away

I wanted him to let down his defenses and use no senses.

I didn't want to waste my life. Oh Well.

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh my self to sleep
It's my lullaby

Is it enough?
Is it enough?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

Is it enough?
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.

I finished to applause and walked to my dressing room to sob tears that will never come.