AN: I was bored. So this came out of my boredom. Random oneshot…Yeah…
I DO NOT OWN OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB, Technically I only own the idea. And yeah, this is going by the anime for your information, since I haven't read much of the manga. Haha, yeah… and the ending, I guess you can interpret how it turns out. Yup, oh, and please review.
The way she spoke, it made me happy, yet at times it hurt because she was so blunt. I have contemplated this recently. Why can't I stop thinking about her? The way her brown hair shines in the light. Her smile, it makes my heart skip a beat I think. If I saw her right now, I would probably be happy, yet nervous. Why such this uneasiness? A father should not be afraid to see his own daughter! Yet technically I am not Haruhi's father, I am a stranger if anything. No, that isn't right. I am her senpai. Yes, only her senpai, no relation to her at all. Yet again I ask myself, why can't I stop thinking about her? Her laugh, it sounds like…how should I explain it? It is unique, I like it a lot though. And her brown eyes, they aren't just a plain dull brown like some of my clients, but they are like melted chocolate. Her eyes sparkle when something funny happens, and I think it also makes me smile. I can't stop staring at her when she is around. I just want to make her smile and laugh. I just want to see her eyes light up at me. For her to tell me that she loves me. Wait, why would I want her to tell me that she loves me? Could it possibly be? Yes…I think so. I, Tamaki Suoh, admit it now in my mind, that I love Haruhi Fujioka.
I think I have loved her ever since I knew she was a girl. That first day, how could I not have realized it sooner? And her response "I don't care whether you think I am a guy or a girl, it's the inside that matters'. Or something like that, it was beautiful. She truly meant it. I truly believe that is when I started to love her. And when she got thrown off that cliff by those two guys. I risked my life for her, because I liked her. Even then something in my mind told me I loved her, but I ignored it and pushed it to the back of my mind. Because, maybe, just maybe, I was afraid. Afraid that Haruhi would leave me like I was forced to leave my Mother. Maybe I was afraid that when she might leave, that I would start to hate her like I hate my grandmother. But I don't truly hate my grandmother, she had good intentions. And I could never hate Haruhi, she makes me want to smile. To laugh with her at those shady twins. Yes, I must thank those twins, for helping my Haruhi to save me. Éclair wasn't that bad of a person, she probably too had good intentions. Maybe if I did go to France, I would see my Mother again. But, I have to stay with Haruhi. Maybe later on in life, we both can go to France and see Mother together. Yes, I bet she would like that, to see me again. I know I would like that, to see Mother again.
Haruhi though… does she like me? Yes she does, why else would she go after me? I shall declare my love for her soon. Yes. I Tamaki Suoh, declare in my mind, that I love Haruhi Fujioka. "I love her." I mutter to Antoinette. She looks at me, like any dog would when their master speaks. She licks my hand and I smile at her. I call Haruhi and she answers quickly. "Tamaki-senpai? What is it?" she asks. I hear her father in the background yelling something about me being shady or something. "Haruhi I have something to tell you…" "Yes senpai?" "Haruhi…I love you."