A/N: Wow I haven't done a Robstar poem in a long time. I actually got inspired to write this poem when my friend said, "I'm always six behind," while playing Foosball and losing against my very good friend. Isn't that weird? Anyway this is written in Star's POV and if I get enough reviews I might write Robin's side of the story. Well hope you enjoy! R&R!
-kstar97 :D
Always Six Behind
I'm always six behind
I'm never in first place
I'm never "top dog"
I'm never the best
You are
Do you know how it feels to be six behind?
No you don't because you are always the best, "top dog", and in first place
But it feels as though no one loves you
Like you are not wanted
In last place
Valueless
Worthless
Empty
Hollow
And most of the time depressed
Why do you choose yourself to be in first and me in last?
Do you not like me?
Am I that worthless?
Unappreciated I feel
Because I'm always six places behind you
You have friends
I have friends
But your friends seem to acknowledge you
But my friends seem to not accept me for who I am
I am invisible to you
Even if I am a right beside you
And still you always seem to push me six steps behind yourself
When I touch you,
You back away immediately and tell me to never touch you again
I do not know why
Is it because I am ugly?
Do I have some sort of disease?
You shut me out
You don't talk to me anymore
It seems as if you don't want me
But I want you
I want to be loved by you
I want to be held in your strong arms
I want kiss you
Hug you
But I cannot because you treat me like I am six places behind you
You use to like me
Have I grown up ugly?
What happened to our friendship?
And the ones I had with my other friends?
Did you convince them to not like me?
What have you done?
You are a monster now
You destroyed me
You destroyed our friends
Only so you could be the best, "top dog", and in first place
Honestly
How could you hurt someone like that?
You have broken me
Just to push me six behind
And I hate you for that
I hate loving you
I hate you
I cannot see you anymore
I need to leave
I'm going away
And never coming back
I hope in my new home
I hope I will not be six behind everyone
I hope I will be the best, "top dog," and in first place
I'm going to be the best
And you are the one that taught me how to be that way
I will never be six behind anyone ever again…
-Fin