Have you ever felt like you want to die?Have you ever question yourself why people ended their life?What's the point of ending your life?How can you kill yourself?Why did you do it?What about the people you left behind that loves you?Why...why did you left me here...alone?

It was 2 or 3 years when I met him.He was the love of my life.My everything,he taught me a lot of things about life.I was content.I was happy..We were happy...At least that's what I thought...

One day,he started distancing himself to everyone.His smile..the smile that I love so much is slowy disappearing.

Then, one night, he came to my house.

"What's wrong,Alex?Is everything alright?"I asked.

He smiled and hugged me,"Nothing,I..I just want to see you."He said as he kissed my forehead.

I hugged back and told him to come inside and spend a night at my house.So he accepted.

That night, both he and I were just talking.He was kind of acting weird.He..he just wanted me by his side and just be there,cuddling each other.

"Hey,you know you can tell me everything.I will be here for you..You know that right?"I said as I looked at him.

Then he spoked caressing my hair,"I know."He smiled,"I-if I told you t-that I can't do it anymore."He then looked at me,"That I got enough."

I was scared.Does he want to break up with me? Is what was going through my mind,"D-do you want to break up with me??"I spoke with a sad tone."D-did"Tears were flowing from my eyes as I spoke.

He then interupted,"No, you silly."He said as he wiped the tears from my face."You are best thing that ever happened to me."He smiled and kissed me.

I then asked him what was it that he is can't do it and got enough of.

He answered,"Life."

I was surprised."Wh-what's going on Alex?What happened?"

I was gettin worried."What's going on?Does he..does he..No,maybe I'm jumping into conclusion."

"What did I do wrong??What did I do to them to get judge?Did I hurt them?"Alex cried out."I'm tired..My friends and family...everyone doesn't appreciate me."

He then hugged me.

Of course, I hugged him back."Baby, That's how people are.No matter what we do for them..There will be a time that they won't get enough and if you don't give them what they want.They start talking ugly to you."This time I kissed him,"Please..please don't leave me.I need you here."

Then he started kissing me with me kissing him back...

That night was a long time for us two..The best thing that could ever happened to me and the worst thing that happened to me.