I showed you me
I showed you who I am,
and you threw it right back,
knowing perfectly well I can't catch
You took the time to get to know me,
and I trusted you with that
It hurts that everyone knew before me,
I thought I meant more to you than that
You made me feel safe and comfortable
and you caught me by surprise
I'm not bitter, just reflective
I didn't see it coming
It seems silly to feel apathetic
but I don't know how to act
It would be easiest to avoid,
but you're incredibly hard to ignore
It will be awkward
I know that,
and I think you do too
It will take time,
I don't want to let you go completely,
Not yet.