DISCLAIMER: I do not own any of the character in this story…. I just wanted Bella to have the upper hand instead of Edward. In this story Bella isn't really human she has several gift.. She has visions, shield physical, mental, she has human traits at will and she can erase memories and basically she is a sponge…

Bella Pov)

I'm being driven home right after my disastrous birthday party. I got a paper cut and ended up being thrown into a table and had to get stitches. Jasper tried to kill me and if that wasn't bad enough Edward now wont talk to me. I tried to talk to him but he just cut me off and yelled at me. So I decided not to say another word. Here I am staring out the car window thinking over ever thing that happened tonight. I couldn't think of anything to say to make this better. He pulled up to my house and I got out of the car and he drove off. He didn't even wait for me to get into the house before he took off.

I walked into the house and put a fake smile on my face and told dad I was going to bed. I really wasn't tired I was just drained and need to think. I walked into my room and sat on my bed thinking over everything that has happened over the last year. Past conversation kept repeating over and over in my head. Edward " If it gets to be to much I'm pretty sure I could leave" I didn't know why, but I'm pretty sure he is going to leave me and take the easy way out. That was the first time I ever thought of him as a coward. His answer to everything is to run away from everything that is hard. Edward " As long as it's what is best for you." I turned on the radio and tried to block out my thoughts and his voice. I laid in my bed tried not thinking just listening to the music.

Kristinia DeBarge - Goodbye lyrics

Am I supposed to put my life on holdbecause you don't know how to actand you don't know where your life is goingAm I supposed to be torn apart, broken hearted, in a corner crying?Pardon me if I don't show itI don't care if I never see you againI'll be alrightTake this final piece of advice and get yourself together,but either way baby, I'm gone

chorus:

I'm so over it, I've been there and backChanged all my numbers and just in case you're wonderingI got that new I'm a single girl swagGot me with my girls and we're singin' it... Sing!na na na na hey, na na na na heyhey hey heygoodbyena na na na hey, na na na na hey,hey hey heygoodbyeCut my hair 'cuz it reminded me of youI know you like the long 'do,had to switch my attitude upThinkin' of changing up how I ride, No moreon the passenger sidetoo bad you miss out on the way that I drive itI don't care if I never see you againI'll be alrightTake this final piece of advice and get yourself together,but either way baby, I'm goneChorus:

I'm so over it, I've been there and backChanged all my numbers and just in case you're wonderingI got that new I'm a single girl swagGot me with my girls and we're singin' it...sing!na na na na hey, na na na na heyhey hey heygoodbyena na na na hey, na na na na hey,hey hey heygoodbyehey hey, hey hey heygoodbyeChorus:

I'm so over it, I've been there and backChanged all my numbers and just in case you're wonderingI got that new I'm a single girl swagGot me with my girls and we're singin' it... sing!na na na na hey, na na na na hey,hey hey heygoodbyena na na na hey, na na na na heyhey hey heygoodbyena na na na hey, na na na na heyhey hey heygoodbyena na na na hey, na na na na heyhey hey heygoodbye

goodbye

goodbye

Instead I was hit with a vision of him breaking up with me and telling me he didn't love me and I was not good enough for him. He told me I was a pet and nothing more than a distraction in his endless existence. Told me that he and his family were leaving and he didn't want me in there lives. That he was tired of pretending that he loved me. Instead of pain and feeling unloved I was beyond furious. "Fucking coward" {I yelled} No matter what I said it doesn't matter, it's always has to be his fucking way. I needed time to think and to plan I have an advantage that they don't know about I have a shield around me. It would prevent Alice from seeing my plans.

I'm sitting on my bed thinking and trying to calm myself. When another song came on and it was like someone was telling me something.

Blind by Ke$ha

I think you got the best of me. You're sleeping with the enemy. You left me *all* Alone Alone Alone Alone The beat drops. I'm so low. My heart stops, I already know. You left me *all* Alone, Alone, Alone, Alone. I'm sick and tired of the mess you made me You're never gonna catch me cry. (Oh, Woah. Oh, Woah) You must be blind if you can't see You'll miss me till the day you die. (Oh, Woah. Oh Woah) Without me, you're nothing. You must be blind if you can't see You'll miss me till the day you die. (Oh, Woah. Oh, Woah)

I've let go, finally over you. This drama that you put me through. I'm better *all* Alone, Alone, Alone, Alone. The beat drops. You're so low. It's last call and it's gotten old. Now look who's *all* Alone, Alone, Alone, Alone. I'm sick and tired of the mess you made me You're never gonna catch me cry. (Oh, Woah. Oh, Woah) You must be blind if you can't see You'll miss me till the day you die. (Oh, Woah. Oh Woah) If you love me, you're nothing. You must be blind if you can't see You'll miss me till the day you die. (Oh, Woah. Oh, Woah) (And I) I trusted you. You were the first. Then you lied, and it gets worse. You broke me down, now just look around. Who's *all* Alone, now? Who's all alone now? I'm sick and tired of the mess you made me You're never gonna catch me cry. (Oh, Woah. Oh, Woah) You must be blind if you can't see You'll miss me till the day you die. (Oh, Woah. Oh Woah) Without me, you're nothing. You must be blind if you can't see You'll miss me till the day you die.

I am not going to let him break up with me, I'm going to leave him. I'm not going to say anything to him. Really shouldn't matter who leaves first it's already over in his book right? There really isn't anyway to make this better can't change his mind. I'm not going to sit here waiting for him to destroy what is left of my heart. I placed my shield up and I packed my clothes and my money. I hide my bag under my bed and went off to take a shower. I know Alice won't see what I'm planning because of me blocking her. I didn't know were I was going but I know I can't stay here. I walk down stairs to my dad and I use my other gift to erase his memory of me. When he wakes up in the morning he won't even remember he ever had a daughter. Even though I loved him we really were not related in anyway. I just made him believe I was his daughter. { Glamour }I threw my shield out to the entire town and erase myself from everything. There will be no record of me ever being here. I know it won't work on Vampires but humans it works just fine. Charlie came in and checked on me and went off to his room. I waited an hour and I threw my shield out and didn't pick up any of them on or near the house. I grabbed my bag and walked out to my truck taking one last look of the house and drove away.