Disclaimer: I don't own it douchebags. Duh.

Warning and heads up; character may engage in sexual activities, but this is not porn. Characters may seem slightly OCC considering this is my interpretation of how they are and they may swear a hell of a lot. Other than that please do enjoy and REVIEW, or I'll never know what it's like.

To anyone Who has read White Shadows, I'm so sorry for the Hiatus it has been on and I'm trying to get my writing back on track.

Prologue

Draco leaned against the railing heavily.

Ah … ah … Yes Harrrrry….

He wanted to close his ears, wanted to pull his eardrums out, wanted to be deaf for once in his life. He wanted not to hear the sounds; he wanted to not hear at all. He wanted.

As always, it wasn't his choice.

Ungh… god yes ….

He placed the white daffodils, picked messily from the garden exactly how Harry liked them, on the step. He placed the ring box, old and worn looking like nothing special except for the shiny inscription; dreamer, beside it. He placed the letter, worn from being fiddled with for so long, underneath the ring box.

AH…

He stood steady and hollow and walked away.

He didn't look back.

He couldn't.