Itsumo


Not a day goes by that I don't think about him.

Sometimes I see Tadashi in a ray of light. Sometimes I hear him in the wind. Everyday, I expect him to walk through the door, and he'd be there. But he's not.

I tried searching. Searching for a sign that he still might be here. Something that I overlooked, or hadn't seen… Though no matter how hard I tried, I knew he wasn't coming back.

I see him in my dreams… and he'd never age a day.

I see his smile in my children, the way their eyes sparkled and how their giggles echoed. When they played with their toy tools and tried to build something, it's impossible not to get teary eyed.

He is in Baymax.

And maybe… I never had to search for him in the first place.

He's with me wherever I go.


Song inspiration: Always With Me (Itsumo Nando Demo) - from the OTS of 'Spirited Away'

While writing this, it made me thought of RENT's Without You… And the ending of Jodi Picoult's "My Sister's Keeper" also helped. :)