If I'm Lost I'll Find My Way…
By:Kathy-Lynn Brown
Everybody aches sometimes in their lifes. Some people more than other. In my case I've ached my whole life. I know that sounds a little unbelievable but I have known pain in a greater form than others. I have loved and lost more than most people could ever in their whole life. When I was just a young girl my mother left me and my father. You can only imagin the hurt that endures upon a child. The thought of not being good enough for your mother to love. But I found my way and went on with my life. Just my dad and I. We moved to Smallville my 8th grade year and I met two amazing boys that I was honor to call my friends. Pete Ross and Clark Kent. The only thing was I begin to fall for Clark and he only had eyes for Lana. The only one that knew my pain as much as me was Pete. I confided in him with everything. He was my best friend. But he left me in our junior year of high school. He moved away with his mom and dad. I once again felt abandoned. But I found my way and on I went. After high school I met up with a guy I had lost my innocence to my freshman year. We decided to take it slow this time. But we both were too attractive to one another for that. I fell for him and he fell even harder for me. Then one day he told me that he couldn't take the way I looked at Clark. The way he knew deep down inside that I still loved Clark. So he left me. Again I was lost but I found my way. Now I'm sitting here at my desk looking at the flashing curser on the screen in front of me. Clark and Lana are together now. And once again I ache. I can't do this anymore. I can't pretend it doesn't hurt to see Clark and Lana together. The last time I was in Gotham City I met a man named Bruce Wayne. He's attractive and charming and he asked me to come and work for him solving the crime of the streets of Gotham. So I said yes. I need this time away from the one thing that makes me ache the most. Clark Kent.
Who knows maybe I'll find my way and finally find love in Gotham City…. So today I say goodbye to Smallville and Goodbye to Clark Kent forever.
Sincerely,
Chloe Sullivan