Of Madness and Miracles

by Tomas schroeder

Humanstuck. Gamzee can't deal with the madness invading his mind. It has come to the point that his own parents want nothing to do with him. Ready to give it all up, the pain, the anger, the hate, and even his own life. Until a strange boy finds him about to take his final step.

1. Chapter 1

Act 1

"YOU'RE ALL MOTHERFUCKING WORTHLESS EVERY LAST ONE OF YA! I'M DONE WITH THE FUCKING ABUSE YOU MOTHERFUCKER! YOU ARE THE FUCKING REASON IM LIKE THIS!" My anger is getting to me. "FUCK EVERY LAST ONE OF YOU!" I should probably stop. (Crash) The door goes flying outward onto the lawn. "FUCK YOU ALL NICE TO FUCKING KNOW YA!" I should have stopped but I couldn't.

~half an hour later~

"Gamzee my brother what the fuck is up?" said jack.

"I just need my fix."

"I'm your man then, got the speed right here shoot the fuck up!"

I gave him the money he gave me the speed, easy as fucking pie. I went to the bathroom and got started by finding the vain in my arm. Slowly I stuck the needle in my arm and started to fade until there was nothing left. Nothing but miracles. I left the bathroom feeling fucking amazing. Jack asked if I wanted to play some Halo but I refused. I was in a good mood now so why keep it all to myself. It's time to spread the fucking miracles. I went over to my bag that I left on the couch and unzipped it. Reaching in I pulled out the white makeup and started to apply it to my face.

~15 minutes later~

"Come one, come all my brother to fell the wicked elixir flow through your veins!"

I can hear people whisper. Good then they want to listen.

"Let me share with you the miracles that I can see!" There a woman all alone. She looks like she can use some miracles.

"You cutie, how would you like to leave this world behind and feel the miracles?"

"Um….Eq….Equius! Please help!" The girl screamed. At that moment I was punched in the face and hard to.

"I never did like clowns." Said who I am assuming is Equius. I got up and started running knowing that I could not fight this guy and win. After about ten minutes of running I stopped at the bridge. My high fading fast I slowly felt the depression sink in.

"Why? Why the fuck did I have to be such a fucking screw-up? Why does it always have to be me? Why not someone else?! I slowly started to walk to the rails of the bridge and then looked down.

"But I can stop it, I can end it all!" I was past the point of thinking there was only do. I went over the rails but held on. I could feel the wind flowing through my hair. I was ready.

"Miracles." That would be the last thing I would say. I was about to let go when all of the sudden arms wrapped around me in an embrace then pulled me back.

"Don't do it! Don't kill yourself it's not worth it!" Speechless, I was absolutely speechless. I look at the face of a boy no older than I was under me crying.