I don't know anymore...
What i did....What i do.....
Im really confused...almost so confused it hurts....
i cant breathe anymore...
each breathe takes life from me...
run...lets run
i cant be here...in this confinement...
i hate it here...
so quiet...so alone....
this place reeks of lonely and hurt...
the walls painted in remorse...
i cant escape it...
I'm falling....
everywhere i turn it comes to haunt me...
it comes to take me...
i don't know why....why cant i run away...
how come im lost inside a place i know so well...
not inside the confines of that dark room...
but inside my mind....
I'm paralyzed...i cannot run...
the memories...
they burn...
they make me want to scream....
i hate them....the memories of what was....
i hate them...the people who made my life what it is now....
i hate this place...i wanna run away back to where i was before...
back to the past full of happy memories....
please don't hate me.....
but i want to be selfish this one time....
i want to go back....
will you come with me....
will you run with me....
they wont know....
nobody will know....
lets leave here....lets leave this place.....
i don't like it here....
i want you to be with me....inside my memories....
the memories we will run away too....
lets forget....everything else....
Where the all of pain is gone...
and its just you and me...
lets just run....run away to where its better....
run to where it doesn't hurt as bad...
where we can live...
where they cant find us anymore...
where they cant hurt us anymore...
they cant find me....
you wont let them....
please hide with me.....and lets taste tomorrow...
lets feel what we couldnt before...
so will you run with me...
I'm so confused it almost hurts...
please run with me...
i cant breathe...
please run with me....
each breathe takes life from me...
please run with me till we cant breathe anymore...
i love you....and i cant do anymore....
before i sleep...before i cry...
please run with me...
before i die...
please run with me....
lets run away...
Where the sun will shine...
Where i can love you forever...
before i die...
before i die...
.......
all i wanted was to run....
this was originally a poem i wrote about myself but after i finished it (and was feeling a bit better) i realised it sounded like how Rin felt about Haru and the adults. So i added it up here. I am aware that there may be a few mistakes but i hope you can over look those and enjoy the poem. I cant read minds people, feedback is necessary to figure out what i did right/wrong so i cant stress this enough, PLEASE review!!
i hope you can let me know what you think. Enjoy~
-Tomo