my hero-chapter 1
My name is Jessie and yeah from a distance I look like a normal girl im a nanny for the ross family and most people think wow how lucky is she to work for people who earn millions of pounds but my life is not fun or joyful I have a dark future I just know it but my past Is even darker I don't know who my farther is because well I had one of them mothers who slept with everyone but that's not the worst my mum was a alcoholic and she took drugs so she was either pissed,high or both but worst of all she abused me it started of with just name calling but then when her new man james came they both started hitting me and inflicting damage on me I had over 5 broken ribs and broken arm. I was covered in bruises and nearly every time got a black eye but one night I was laying in my room dressing my ankle which I had sprained running from my mum when james stumbled in he sound drunk and his pupils were huge I knew he was high when all of a sudden he threw himself at me kissing me and sucking on my neck I tried to scream but nothing came out he ripped his shirt of while still sucking my neck he then went to my shirt ripping most of the buttons off completely he then went for my bra which he removed with ease he then started rubbing my breasts I moaned in pain but he took that as pleasure and ripped his pant and boxers of he then tugged at my shorts and they came straight off he then went for my panties and this time got his teeth round the edge and pulled them off he then entered me and all I thought was im 15 and being raped and my mum is so pissed she does not even know I moaned and yelped and begged him to stop and then when he started moaning and yelling im gonna cum I pleaded for him not to cum inside me but being the ignorant pig he is he did he then pulled out got dressed and said if I told anyone he would keep doing it and 3 weeks later I discovered I was pregnant and I got an abortion straight after.
I am now 20 and I still have nightmares about my childhood I can still feel the way they killed my unborn child I still feel guilty for killing that baby but I could not have my mum boyfriends baby I still have not told anyone and the only things that stop me from killing myself are the kids because they love me and I love them and most importantly tony I love him so much it hurts and I hope he feels the same. "tony" just saying his name makes me feel better he is my saviour my HERO