-+-

"Now concentrate, Serenity". I did, closing my eyes Iggy guided my timid fingers. I heard him scoff, "Serenity, you don't have to close eyes". Oh right, I open them only seeing darkness before me. Fingers reached out in front of me, detecting for anything that may be in my way. Although I'm blind now, Iggy has been an exceptional guide. "Try to detect each sound with your ears". A soft ruffle was coming towards my right; simultaneously my head whirled to the sound. "That's it Serenity", Iggy took my chin in his long slender fingers.

"Now" he said, "who or what is it". My eyebrows scrunch up in confusion, judging from the scent the object is musty and thick. My fingernails skim over strong, tight muscles. "Ari" I breathe out. The skin beneath my fingernails shakes in laughter, "that tickles".

Instantly I remove my hands, looking into Iggy's direction I await for his answer. "Correct". I sigh with relief, my hands fall to my sides in exhaustion. We've been practicing for about four hours. Ari, Aric, Angel, Iggy, and I all have stayed behind while the flock went in search of food. So far, neither Erasers nor Flyboy's have attacked us. As well as, Omega, I'm sure he's out there. Waiting, waiting for us…

As three months have gone by my belly has somewhat bulge, but not by much. Not enough to be noticed. On several occasions I have been asked to use my blood, to heal my blindness I would put on a sheepish smile and lie. 'Must of run it's course', and I would shrug. I think some of them are unconvinced, but what could I tell them. Oh, yeah I just have the Eraser side of me, you know Chaos using it all right about know so in about six months or more she'll be produced. Yeah, that'll go over real well.

"Are we finished"? I asked Iggy, pleading it is so. I hear him sigh, soft calloused caress hands my cheek. "Yes, we are done". His breaths seem closer, and I feel his lips touch my forehead. Smiling, I wrap my arms around his slender waist, which I love to kiss and stroke each night. We embrace each other, just holding one another when distant flaps echo in the distance.

Feet skid across the grass, "get a room" Gassy scoffs. We break away from each other, still holding onto each other's waist. "So did ya bring anything good", I heard Aric ask.

"Uh-huh, look" as Nudge makes a crinkle noise, my brother gasps. "hmm, I love hot potatoes". I roll my eyes, he likes anything hot. "…and there's enough for everyone" Max bellows. As she riffles through more food, Iggy's grip leaves my waist, no doubt bringing the food towards me.

I turn around, skimming my hands along the ground in search of stones. Once, my arms are heavy and full, I begin placing them in a circle, "um, Serenity" Angel whispers. I raise one eyebrow, "yeah".

"Let's put them over here" she takes me by the elbow. Did I do something wrong? "No not wrong, Serenity. We just don't want to light the whole forest up". Oooh, my cheeks flush with warmth. She starts taking some from hands, again I feel with my fingers to make sure the rocks are exactly placed next to each other. "There" she says proudly, "now the wood". Her wings flutter for a moment, I plop myself down away from the pit. My head resting in my palm, sometimes I feel so useless. Being blind sucks, I always, always make mistakes. More than I did in the past.

"No you don't" Angel said sweetly, coming up beside me. "Here" she starts placing a few logs into my open palms. Then, how come I do everything wrong? She sighs heavily, frustrated, "you don't do everything wrong, Serenity. And it's not your fault". She knew the next thought before I even made it. Guess we had this conversation before.

Calloused thumbs rubber over my shoulder, "it's never your fault, Serenity". Iggy must have overheard our conversation, "never". He takes my face, forcing me to look at him. Well, I think I'm looking at him. "It's not yours or anyone else's, it just happened". I nod; I would never believe his words, because it really was my fault. If I hadn't let Chaos have her way, then…

"Hey" Iggy's voice is soft, like falling leaves. "It's not, okay"?

Again, I nod. Turning away from him I resume my work. With a snap of my fingers, a fire roars to life. Iggy sighs, he knows I'm not convinced, but he also knows he can't say anything otherwise.

Once, everyone is situated. We eat, munching and digging in loudly. Fang and Max are talking quietly to themselves. Though, blind my ears and other sense have enhanced significantly.

"She hasn't really said anything about it" Max murmurs. "I know, but there's no way it's gone".

"But if it's still inside of her…"she trails off, I rip off a chunk of burrito, swallowing it loudly. Iggy and Gassy are chatting about some explosive, "no way, man those two chemicals would make a way bigger explosive, then with the nitrogen".

"Yeah, but if we included these wire and…" Sometimes those pyro nerd amaze me, how do they come up with stuff with their lack of knowledge, experience maybe?

"So what do we do", Fang mutters under his breath. My eyes are staring straight ahead, hopefully at the warm, addicting fire. "I'll have a talk with her".

"You've said this for about the past week, Max".

"I know, but…"

"You don't want to kick her out"?

"That's part of it".

"What's the other part"?

Max is silent, "nothing, we just need her Eraser or not".

"Whatever, but the sooner or the better Max"

"Yeah, I know". They say no more, and I resume to eating in silence.

-+-

"You were quiet all through dinner" Iggy noted. I was on my side, head resting on my hands ready to fall asleep when Iggy's voice startled me. "Yeah well", I shrugged, "I have a lot on my mind".

"Like what"? He asked confused. When I didn't reply, he came to lie down next me. His soft breath tickling my neck, his long arms around my waist, "he will never hurt you again". He held me tighter. "I didn't mean-". I shook my head. I didn't mean Omega.

"Wait, what do you mean"? I pursed my lips, debating whether or not to tell him. "Serenity" his voice was firm. "You don't have to keep secrets, not from me". He brushed my hair away from my neck, and kissed my pulse.

"Chaos".

"What"? He pulled his lips away.

"Chaos" I repeated, he was quiet a moment. "Her" he said with venom. I nodded, "yeah".

"What about her. Is she back, Serenity? In your head, you can stop her, you know you can-". His fingers were digging deep into my arms, "no, it's not that. It's just it's been quiet for long time. It's nice", I murmured. His gripped relaxed, "oh, do you think she's gone". He resumes his position behind me.

"I hope so" I whispered, my eyes drooping close. "Me too" was the last thing I heard Iggy whisper before I drifted to sleep.

It could have been hours later, when I had the most nauseating feeling. Iggy was no longer around me, probably sprawled in the dirt somewhere. With his foot twitching, his head tilted to the side.

Again, a roll of nausea swept through me, sweat beaded off my skin. I stood, swaying slightly I tried using my others senses. Making sure I don't step on any slumbering bodies. Oh, the hell with it. I ran forward blindly, till I ran smack dab right into a branch throwing my head backwards where as I fell, hard.

I groaned painfully. That hurt, I'm surprised nobody heard that loud crack. Maybe it was just loud to me. Gradually, I stood using the thick branch for support. Something wet dripped down my face, blood.

A tickle feeling rose in the back of my throat. Quickly, I put my hair in knot with my weak hands and vomited on the forest floor.

Please let this is just food poisoning, I thought grimly. I knew it wasn't, it was her.

My Chaos

-+-

Okay yeah, probably one of my worst chapters, but I didn't know how to begin this.

Review Please and Thank You