Chapter 1: I miss you
Midna looked out over the world, Twilight Realm, her world. She had responsibility over it, but she couldn't stop wondering what would happen if she had done another decision. She knew that she had decided the best, she had used her head, but her heart wanted to go back.
She saw him over and over again, the look in his face when she destroyed the mirror. She had tried to forget it all but failed. It was too late now…
There was so much being undone. So much she wanted to say. But it was too late. They would never see each other again.
Shadow and light are two sides of the same coin. One can not exist without the other…
All those memories... Was it just a month ago? All those memories… She hated and loved them at the same time.
Why her? Why they? Why never more?
There was so much she wanted to tell him.
She turned around. She walked into the throne room. It was empty. She sat down on the throne. She hasn't been able to cry since that day…
Shadow and light are two sides of the same coin…
She wished she could go back, to the desert. She wished she had said all those words to him…
No, Midna, she thought. It was the right decision. You have to protect your world. It may not happen again.
One part of her almost wanted that it would happen again, because then she maybe could meet him again. The Hero of Twilight. Link.
She remembered that first day in Faron Woods. Her selfish thoughts when she saw him become a wolf. She teased and taunted him so many times, but still she felt something she never had felt before.
She also remembered that day Zant cursed both Link and her, and how Link carried her all the way to Hyrule Castle, and Zeldas sacrifice.
In the light world she had things she never had got in the twilight world. True friends. And… something more.
She was a Twili. She was the Twilight Princess, the true ruler of the Twilight Realm. She had duties and her common sense said to her that it was the only right to do, but… Her heart said something else.
No matter how much you desire otherwise, you'll never become more than a shadow in their world…
They had experienced so much together. Together they had saved both the light world and the Twilight Realm. They had defeated Zant and Ganondorf. And her only reward was endless pain.
Did he think about her sometimes? Did he remember her at all? Or was he just happy it all was over, so he could live his happy life in Ordon Village? With that girl… Ilia?
Or did he miss her too?
She had so many questions but she had no answers. She would never see him again, never see his world again.
She got up from the throne and started walked out of the room. The regret in her heart screamed, but she could not even cry.
She opened the palace doors and continued walking, until she came to the spot were the Mirror of Twilight used to be. She reached out her hand in the air and maked a fist. She regretted her decision so much. She wanted to go back.
I miss you, she thought. I miss you so much.