Emer is bored. Emer is going to write something :)

A/N: This is my first QAF fanfic! I love qaf and thought why not write one, so here I am. Ok this is just the first chapter, so please give the story a try, trust me things get good, very good! Thanks and enjoy :) Oh and please review :)

Disclaimer: I own nothing, even though I wouldn't mind owning Brian Kinney :)


Chapter One.

"Dad, dad" A eighteen year old Gus called out.

"I'm upstairs Sonnyboy" Brian shouted back.

Gus ran up the stairs to his parent's room, Brian was standing in front of a mirror which hung on the back of his closet door.

"Hey, what do you think of this suit?" Brian turned around so Gus could see. He liked the suit it was black with a blue shirt.

"It's nice but what's the occasion?" Gus sat on the bed.

"Daddy Justin is holding an art exhibition and my duty as his loyal and loving husband is to show up and look hotter than him" Brian smirked at him. "Are you going to come along for the ride?" He asked smirking once again and fitting his suit jacket.

"I can't I have an english essay to write and I need to finish my history" Gus was sorry to miss the exhibition.

"It's alright, sunshine thought you wouldn't be able to go" Brian took off his suit jacket and placed it on a hanger.

"Speaking of dad number two where is he?" Gus liked calling Justin dad number two, it was one of their jokes.

"He's just down in the galley setting up, he'll be home soon" Brian sat on the bed beside Gus and started untieing his shoelaces.

"I'm going to do my homework" Gus got off the bed and headed for the door.

"Alright" Brian answered.

"Dinner" Justin called up the stairs to get Gus to come down.

"I'll be down now" Gus called while closing his bedroom door.

Justin sat at the dining room table with Brian.

"Is the galley all set up?" Brian asked, pouring the wine.

"Yeah, hopefully things will run smoothly. Did you try on your suit?" Justin drank some wine.

"Yeah and he looked great" Gus answered walking into the dining room.

"That's good!" Justin replied.

After dinner Gus helped with the cleaning up, as he was putting things away he got a message. He took out his phone and looked at it.

"Hey dad" He asked.

"Yeah" Brian answered.

"Is it okay if Jake comes over to help with the history?" Gus asked hopefully.

"Yeah but no drinking or drugs while we're gone" He mocked.

"I know dad" Gus said in a typical teenage fashion.

"Good" Brian smirked.

Gus sat in his room waiting for Jake to arrive, his dad's left ten minutes ago and in a rush. Gus knew they were making out while they were trying to get ready 'Making out at their age, yuck!' Gus thought to himself. The doorbell shook him out of thought. He went down and opened the door to see Jake standing still clutching his history books. He had a mop of dark curls with bright green eyes.

"Are your dads gone?" A nervous Jake asked.

"Yeah, you had to get over this fear. My dad was kidding when he was coming on to you" Gus laughed and closed the door. Him and Jake went into the living room.

"I know but he's your dad and i think your other dad Justin didn't like it either" Jake sat down on the couch.

"He knows it was a joke" Gus walked into the kitchen "You want a drink?" He called over his shoulder.

"Yeah, thanks" Jake started to organize his books and pens.

"Here you go" Gus threw a can of coke towards Jake.

Jake being Jake clumsy with butter fingers didn't catch it. The can hit a picture of Gus's mams Melaine and Lindsey that was behind were he was sitting. Melaine and Lindsey died in a car crash when Gus was five.

"Jesus, fuck, sorry" Jake jumped off the couch and ran to pick up the pieces.Gus stood still for a few seconds. "Gus seriously I'm really really sorry" Jake apologised.

"It's fine" Gus walked over to help Jake clean it up.

After everything was cleaned up Gus and Jake sat on the couch.

"I'm sorry" Jake knew Gus's mam's died but he didn't know how or when. They only became friends a few years ago.

"It's alright, I'll just buy a new frame" Gus told him seriously.

"Will your dads be mad?" He asked rubbing the thumb of this right hand againist the palm of his left, It's a little habit of his.

"I doubt it" Gus shrugged his shoulders.

"Ok" Jake wondered if this was true.

Gus sat still, he was deep in thought about his mams. "I don't remember that much about them" Gus began to say. His voice full of emotion.

"Your mams?" Jake asked even though he thought it was obvious.

"Yeah, I was too young, I lived with them most of the time, my dad only saw me sometimes" Gus looked down at his hands, he was twisting the ring on his right hand "One day him and my dad Justin were looking after me because my mams were going to do the shopping and I was told I was too much of a distraction"

"Oh" Jake didn't know what else to say.

Gus contuined "They were driving back and a big truck rammed into them, my mam Lindsey died right away and my other mam Melaine lasted two hours in intensive care.

"Who told you all this?" Jake wondered.

"My dad Justin because my dad Brian couldn't bring himself to tell me it really hit him hard. Sometimew I think he goes to the grave and just talks to them, telling them how I'm doing and just things like that".

"Oh wow, I had no idea. I'm really sorry" Gus knew now he wasn't talking about the picture frame.

"It's ok. You're the first person I've told that isn't a therapist" Gus smiled sadly.

The doorbell rang."I wonder who that could be" Gus got up and walked to the door.

"Hi, Ben" Gus stepped aside to let him in. Ben walked in followed by Jenny Rebecca.

"Could you do me a hugh favour? Me and Michael are late, The babysitters sick. Could you please look after JR?" Ben asked in a sweet voice hoping Gus would.

"Dad I can look after myself" A fourteen year old JR complained. She was the image of her mam but with Michael's eyes.

Ben turned to his daughter "JR your not staying in the house by yourself" He argued.

"Fine!" JR walked into the living room and sat on the couch in front of the television.

"Thanks Gus" Ben hugged Gus, nodded to Jake and told JR he loved her.

Gus walked back into the living room "Hi JR, you not going tonight?" He questioned.

"No, I had too much homework, but I got it all done" JR turned on the television.

"Hm alright, me and Jake are going to go into the dining room to finish our history" Gus said as he picked up his books and followed Jake into the dining room.

"Ok" JR sounded like she didn't care.


After an hour of doing history Gus and Jake decided to take a break, just as Gus got up from his chair JR screamed. Gus and Jake ran into her.

"What's wrong JR?" Gus asked slighty out of breath.

"What happened?" JR held up the picture of Melaine and Lindsey, the same one that the can of coke smashed it's frame.

"It was an accident JR. I'm going to buy a new one" Jake told her.

"You don't understand, do you?" JR screamed. She ran upstairs and locked herself in the bathroom.

"JR!" Gus rushed up after her. "JR please open the door" There was no sound "Please"

"Leave me alone!" Her voice called.

Gus went back down to the living room. He thought he'd give JR some time to herself. Jake sat on the sofa looking guilty.

"It's not your fault" Gus sat down beside him.

"Yeah it is, I was the one who didn't catch the soda" Jake sounded so down on himself.

"It's fine, she's just more upset because she was just a baby when they died so she likes to keep things about them very special" Gus spoke sadly.

"Seriously, I'm sorry" Jake stood up "Should I go talk to her?" He pointed towards the bathroom.

"No, give her some time" Gus advised.

After three hours JR still didn't come out of the bathroom. Gus and Jake sat on either sides of the door.

"I didn't mean to JR" Jake whispered though the door.

"You still did!" JR snapped back.

They heard a key opening the front door. Justin, Brian, Ben and Michael were home.

"Gus where are you?" Justin called out.

"We're up here" Gus called back.

Both Gus and Jake went downstairs to tell the adults what happened.

"Is she alright?" Ben asked after Gus told them the story.

"I think so but she's been in the bathroom a while" He replied.

"I'll go talk to her" Justin began to walk up the stairs. Jr and Justin had a special bond no one really understood.

"JR it's me. Are you okay?" Justin asked as he knocked on the shut door.

"Can I stay the night?" She asked.

"Yeah sure, I'll just ask your parents see what they say" Justin leaned on the door frame as he spoke.

"Okay" JR opened the bathroom. Justin knew she'd been crying, the dried tear stains were still on her skin.

JR and Justin walked downstairs. Justin asked Michael if JR could stay the night.

"Sure, that's fine. I'll bring your stuff over" Michael answered.

"Thanks dad" JR hugged Ben and Michael. Ben and Michael left to go home and get JR's stuff.


When Ben and Michael were driving home, Michael started thinking.

"Do your think JR will be okay?" he asked Ben.

"I dunno I hope so. I can understand why she isn't" Ben parked the car, he took the key out of the ignition and got out of the car. When Michael didn't get out Ben opened the door and leaned in to the car "Are you coming in?" He asked.

"What?" Michael shook himself out of the trance like thing he was in. "Yeah" He answered undoing his safety belt and getting out of the car.

Ben opened the door and started to pack some of JR's stuff.

"Did you see her math notebook?" Ben called down for JR's room.

Michael looked around "Yeah it's on the table" He picked it up and handed it to Ben just as he got to the bottom of the stairs.

"Ok, I'll see you soon" Ben kissed Michael. He walked out the door with JR's bag. Michael sat at the table and began to cry.


A/N: Ok remember first chapter!!! Please review!!! Sorry if there is any mistakes I overlooked!! Thank you:)