Give
me your hand,
Blood is spilt and man will follow
Infernal
man, punishment too great to bear
Chapter four by Avenged Sevenfold
Bella lied in her bed trying to keep her mind clear of the one subject she couldn't get passed. It has only been two weeks since he left her alone in Forks. She wrapped her arms under her pillow linking them together. Bella's eyes glanced outside the window expecting him to come through. The need to see him climb in gracefully was overbearing. For the thousandth time, she let a tear fall and soak into the pink pillow. A flash of lightning pulled her back to the reality that Edward wasn't coming back. Her tears matched the rain opposite the glass.
Isabella had come to love the rain. The way it pattered against the house normally soothed her. A drop of rain dropped on Edward one of their days in the meadow, and it rolled on his perfectly built body. Then the second fell on his pale, cold cheek. The urge to lick it off played with her mind.
She tossed underneath her covers careful not to shift so the warm spot of the blanket wouldn't move. Time did an amazing thing to one's hair when they didn't care. The thing on her head was enormous and filled with a combination of tears, sweat, and depression. Nothing would be the same without Edward. He touched her life and he couldn't take it back no matter how hard he tried. She had fallen for him, the vampire. She chuckled as she imagined some vampire-crazed girl being jealous of her situation. You'd imagine the girlfriend of a vampire to be dressed in all black with black nail polish. Well, not exactly girlfriend anymore. Her laughter turned into dry heaves which later caused a cryfest.
She hadn't left her bed in a week against Charlie's wishes. The sweet man she used to know completely turned on her. Now, she dragged her family into her own depression. The bastard hadn't stopped yelling and threatening as if it would give her motivation to move. The more she thought about his change, the more she wanted to end her misery. Since when does he have license to say that she is nothing just like Edward? Does she really deserve being called an ungrateful bitch? Yes, the sheriff of Forks has spun out of control. He is no longer busting teenagers for drugs, but using his resources to get some. Bella smelt the pot coming from underneath his door. She had always been tempted to call his office and personally turn him in, but he's her father.
Edward didn't seem to get that if he stayed she would live in happiness and once he left he would leave her to die. Whether she dies of starvation, family abuse, or suicide she didn't decide yet. One thing was for sure. Edward Cullen wasn't coming back. The subcategory absolutely meant she had to die somehow…fast.