Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters I just write about them .
A/N: Okay so this is just a drabble I've had in my head for a while and thought it would be a cute little one-shot.
Summery: Bella apologizes to Edward, but about what. This takes place a little bit after Breaking Dawn. Bella is a vampire.
Bella's POV
It's a quiet day today; Renesmee was off with Alice shopping no doubt. And Edward and I were in our cottage catching up on some much needed alone time. He was sitting on his infamous leather couch reading a book, while I sat in his lap doing the same. I put my book down and laid my head on his shoulder.
A couple minutes passed by and he set his book aside and turned towards me to nuzzle my neck.
"I've missed you, my Bella." He whispered in my ear. I smile and turn around so my legs are on his hips and his legs are under me. I wrap my arms around his neck and hug him close.
"Me too, it's been such a busy week, and I feel like we never see each other." I say a little muffled talking into his shoulder.
"Well, we have now." Edward leans into me and starts kissing me. Sweet at first but then I feel the intensity seep into it and I remember when this would be about the time he would pull away if I was still human.
As we continue kissing I keep remembering how I would ask him to kiss me more when he would hesitate, when I was human. I never knew how hard it was for him. I feel a pang of guilt and pull away.
Edward sees the look on my face and instantly becomes worried that something has happened.
"Bella? Sweetheart what is it. Is something wrong?" He asks me hurriedly.
"No, no. I was just… thinking about…when, never mind-." I cut myself off.
"What? You can tell me." Edward encourages.
"It's just, I'm sorry Edward. I'm so sorry." I get up and start walking towards another chair Edward fallows.
"Sorry? Sorry for what Bella?" He was confused.
"For how I acted when I was human. I'm sorry." I keep walking and sit down on it. He sits with me.
"Bella I don't understand what do you mean how you acted when you were human." He was really confused now.
"When I was human, and you would kiss me, you would pull back when things got out of hand and I always pushed you to do more and I'm sorry. I'm sorry I made you uncomfortable, I know now how hard it is to just be around a human much less kiss one. If I had known how difficult it really was I would have never done it. I'm sorry Edward, please forgive me." I pleaded with him and started to get that prickly feeling in my eyes. The vampire version of crying.
"Oh, Bella." He wrapped his arms around me and hugged me. I felt silly. Why was I even worried about it, nothing bad ever happened when he kissed me. But I still felt bad.
He continued, "Please don't be sorry for that. I chose to go as far as I did with you. And it was only uncomfortable for me in the beginning." He tried to reassure me but I just needed to hear him say he forgave me. It would eat me alive.
"Edward I know it's silly of me to even feel the way I do about it. I just need you say you forgive me for making you do something you weren't comfortable with." I just needed to hear it.
"Firstly Bella, I was definitely comfortable with it, you don't have to worry about that. And yes Bella I forgive you, even though it wasn't a big deal. It wasn't as uncomfortable as you might think." He winked.
I smile. "Thank you Edward. Now where were we." I roll over on top of him and kiss him fiercely. His hands creep around my waist and he flips us over and the next thing I see his shirt is off and he's carrying me towards our bedroom.
A/N: So there it is. I'm not expecting a lot of feedback it's just been in my head a while. I'm not really a big fan of it. But if you like please feel free to review.
-Katie