Madi: Wow…an actual update. This is going to be short though.
Sakura: Well you better get writing.
Madi: Disclaimer, if you will.
Sakura: Madi does not own X-men or any of it's characters….Yeah…you know the drill.
Madi: Whee! I love you Lulu!
Sakura: Well I hate you.
Madi: ONWARDS!


Imperfections, everyone has them; but some of us have the major blows. A mutation. This flaw is viewed by most people as a disease, a sin. To the ones who have this, it is a gift. Though, some gifts are more praised than others. People see mutants as one of the most accepting group of individuals do to the wide range of talents that are presented to us. Psht. That's a lie.

Proof to my statement is simple, my mutation. I've been told it's dangerous, that it may kill others around me. Because of this, I am an outcast of the outcasts, I have no one. They all fear me, they fear that I may use my powers against them. That I will absorb their energy and make it my own. They all look at me, waiting for me to do something, waiting for me to pull a dangerous stunt. But I remain within the shadows, in tears. I often wonder, why do continue to live onwards? My life is full of darkness, there is no light. I used to imagine that someone would come out of the abyss and take me away. To hold me in their arms and tell me that they aren't afraid of me like the rest of the world, that they love me for who I am.

I have met that angel, the one who had fallen down from the havens to save me from this dark world. At first, I didn't believe it, it couldn't be true. But it was, every living moment of it. He would take my hand and tell me that everything would be alright, that I had nothing to fear, not anymore. My body would tremble as I feared the worse for him, he was ever so brave to be anywhere near me.

He would hold onto my hand and smile at me, as though I were a human being, not a monster like the rest of the world saw. Once holding my hand, he moved closer to my face and whispered gentle words to me as his demonic black and red eyes stared at me. I attempted to pull back from him, to look away, but he wouldn't allow it.

My heart began to race as I soon found his lips had been pressed against mine. It was so warm, so fulfilling. I did not ever want to let go. The sensation of it all was indescribable. There were different emotions running in my head at the same time; passion, lust, anxiety, fear, and jealously. Every other human was allowed to feel this as I was forced to suffer and watch. I did not want this to happen to me anymore. Memories from his childhood began to flow into my head, every pain and sorrow that he had felt entered inside of me. He attempted to let go, but I did not wish that to be. So, I couldn't to hold onto him, to keep him close. I could feel him becoming one with me, I could feel him becoming a part of me. Though this moment seemed to be ever so magical, nothing was ever meant to last forever.

Our lips quickly broke free as he pushed away, his breath seemed shallow and in pain. As normal, he would look up to me and smile with his gentle grin. I knew he was hurt as he used me in support for he couldn't support himself. Cold salty tears ran down my face as I knew that this was my own fault, I had hurt him. As I seemed in my trance, he merely brushed my cheek with his hand as though to reassure me that everything was ok. Shortly after, his hand dropped down to the side with his closed eyes. I remained holding him as he rested in my arms, in the world of sleep.

I was in the dark again, but now. I have my angel by my side, my fallen angel.


Madi: Awwwwww...Rogue is so saddening.
Sakura: Did you kill him?
Madi: No! Just knocked him out...So that means you children get to review! Could you? Please?