Most days I feel like a wallflower

Battered and broken by the bricks I call home

Bruised by your obliviousness to my heart

I know I'm not much to look at

Layers of clothes covering untouchable skin

Not much of anything at all

At least when compared to red-haired perfection

Sometimes I wish you could read these words

These proclamations of my affection unending

Never knowing it was I who wrote them

Falling in love with my inner being

Despite the clunky nervous shell that surrounds it

Then she laughs and brings me back

She places her hand over yours

You are lost to the whole world besides her

And I am just lost in the land of love unrequited

Where my prison cell is composed of fresh paper

And the blackest loneliest ink

Most days I feel like a wallflower

Except when you look up at me and smile

On those days ... I bloom