hello, this probably won't make any sense unless you've read my complete LoTF fic called "No Sunlight"
which follows Ralph after the island and shows what a complete mess he is.
alsoooo, some Ralph x Emily is implied, so if you're not down for that, I don't care ~ c:
it hints towards a sequel, but I'm still not sure if I wanna do that ~
hope you enjoy this :D
FIFTY WORDS
01. Dozen
Too many thoughts running wild in my head, and they were screaming.
02. Flatter
"I'm Ralph." I said, and she said I had a nice name.
03. Angle
She was beyond what the world was, she was pure, innocent, I could barely believe she was right in front of me.
04. Take
I couldn't, I could never open her eyes to this cruel world.
05. Need
Someday, I'll tell her though, someday.
06. Blush
Did she notice I was staring at her for a little too long?
07. Word
"It's complicated," I told her in the beginning, but I knew she didn't have the slightest clue.
08. Apathy
Did she even care, or even know?
09. Whist
I had to keep my mouth shut, not because I was scared of telling her, but because I felt like I was going to cry.
10. Longing
I needed to tell someone, I needed to, just . . . not now.
11. Rival
I don't know where he came from, or when he came, but he appeared, out of the blue.
12. Style
Badly burnt skin, yellow teeth, pale hair, he looks so familiar.
13. Fit
His presence was so unsettling, it was almost suffocating.
14. Even
She had her own problems, I couldn't burden her with mine.
15. Serenity
Knocking on her window at night, her smile, her presence.
16. Lead
No I can't, never again.
17. Stress
"She's leaving Ralph, and you didn't tell her. She's leaving forever."
18. White
I'm the opposite.
19. End
Of the year, it wasn't going to be the end of us.
20. Snow
It seems much colder than usual.
21. Bizarre
Why was she going away? When I needed her, why?
22. Window
She wasn't there to wait for me.
23. Buffer
Distance myself from everyone as much as possible.
24. Full
Of regrets, if things left unsaid.
25. Average
That's not that case here.
26. Passion
I see it in his eyes.
27. Rest
None at night, none were it should be.
28. Culture
I don't understand how exactly friends work anymore.
29. Mystic
That's him, he's not real, he's not real.
30. Stranded
Been there, done that.
31. Grave
Is that really the only way? The only way to have your friendship?
32. Blue
Into the water, so we can be together.
33. Repent
Waking up in a four wall, pure white room.
34. Wing
Therapy was better then I had expected.
35. Drip
Ringing out my feelings until they are understood.
36. Luminous
The first time I saw her since we fell in the water.
37. Spoon
Her lips caressed mine.
38. Past
"I think I need to tell you something."
39. Deceive
"I think this is long overdue too."
40. Least
I've never felt so fragile in my entire life.
41. Prestige
"Okay Ralph." She replies. "I'm all ears."
42. Front
No more putting it up.
43. Language
Could she read body language? Hopefully not.
44. Gear
I had not been preparing for this at all.
45. Sparkle
In her eyes, do they mean something?
46. Answer
She doesn't have any, but I don't blame her.
47. Spirit
I feel so . . . free.
48. Return
But what do I do now? Where do we go from here?
49. Flash
Flash forward to the future.
50. Clasp
Will it still be like this?