This is my first story the characters might be out of how there personalities I'm always open to criticism bad or good.
If you're sensitive to self harm do not read.
I don't own any of the characters all rights go to BBC Sherlock
Freak, freak that's what they all call me everyone why is it that being different is bad, in school we were told to be different but no one likes different just normal. But normal is dull and boring, I could save thousands of people from dying but I make a mistake I couldn't protect one person I could not save them everyone notices that. I need to feel numb but what would he do Heroin? Cocaine? No John would know
when her came back from "a walk" and came back with needle marks on his arm or the smell of both of the drugs he was normal but not stupid (this was very rare as noted long ago). I could go back to starving saying he was on a case but Mycroft would drop in to have one of his "wellness checks" and notice that weight drop, John would know that he wasn't on a case at certain point. What about Rosie what would happen when she's older only a year old but what about when she could understand what's happening, when do children start talking fully four? Her first world was Acid what alerted John that she was going to be different. So great I messed up someone else, I should leave John at this point paying rent by sending cash in the mail he's probably better off that way. I needed to feel numb I need my vices back that's the only thing that will always be there not leaving me, grabbing my blades from under the bed and lifting my shirt looking for a clean spot.