You want to make that silly word
The one he said
'lust'
Have just a little more meaning
And a little less of a sneer
So change the 'u' for an 'o'
And make that 't' another 's'
And that's what you feel
Because he said it was just
L u s t
.
It was more to you, baby girl
Because those tears you cry
Aren't for a lost plaything
You didn't love fucking him
You fucked him because you
( don't deny it )
Loved him
.
L o s s
Pain and heartache
Because he misinterpreted it all
( boys, always so oblivious )
He thought it was petty lust
Driven by hormones
And years of being the good-girl
But you're still that pure, innocent child
Aren't you, darling?
Because you thought you could win him over
But it doesn't work that way
.
If it was just lust
Your chest wouldn't ache
And your eyes wouldn't water
B e c a u s e
Lust means no attachments
A quick fuck and then on with your day
But you wanted so much more
And he just didn't understand that
Or maybe
Maybe he didn't want to
.
L O V E
Hurts
A lot
Especially when it's one sided
And you never thought you'd be the girl
Who thought she could tame him
But you couldn't help but try
And now you're cursing yourself for that weakness
Why did you have to be so fucking stupid?
.
As if it isn't bad enough
To feel your world crashing to your feet
Everyone knows
They see the pathetic looks you give him
And the way he talks about your skills
( if you know what I mean )
They know and they laugh
Because you're nothing but a
'Love-stuck whore'
.
You feel yourself slipping
Farther from who you want to be
Where you want to go
And you keep finding yourself
In an empty classroom
With your panties at your ankles
And your skirt pulled up to your waist
With sausage fingers grabbing and squeezing
And a raspberry mouth moaning and demanding
But you are just pressed against a desk
Silent
And crying
And missing him
Because it was a hell of a lot more than lust