Hey! Im back to do more stories this time its a Laven one! Though it will be dark since i love angst. Though I promise there will be fluff later!~ So Moving on!

Its All Painful

_Love_

Dose he love me?

Dose he not?

Can I love anymore?

Or can I not?

I can no longer decide, no more. The reason? A certain red head stole it. My emotions, my love, my memories, my soul,

My heart.

All of it.

"Hey! Allen-kun!" I jolt my head out of my daze. A pretty girl stands beside me with her long hair dangling beside her. Her face pouting with a slight worried look in her eyes, her arms crossed as if she had enough of attempting of getting my attention.

"Oh Lenalee-san… um you called?" I ask politely sheepishly smiling.

"Allen-kun are you getting a fever? " She placed her hand on my forehead her face still pouting. I swatted the hand away gently, just giving her a small smile saying that "Everything okay." She pouts not believing me.

You see my smile? This very smile. Its fake like falling in love with someone just to get there money. Now don't get me wrong, it's not like I hate Lenalee-san. Only because I'm not in the greatest mood and a certain voice made it even worse.

"Aww beansprout-chan don't be so grumpy! ~ Its almost the end of the day~" I scowl and turn my head to face with emerald eyes.

"No it isn't, it's the middle of the day. Before lunch too." I pointed out while Lenalee sweat dropped. Meet Lavi he the memorizer in our group, born with a photographic memory. So he had seen many things, good stuff and bad. We don't ask about it much though. His wild red hair sat on his head eye emerald while the other covered by an eyepatch.

"Wow Allen why are you so grumpy today" He poked my cheeked much to my annoyance. I sighed, and continued to look out the window. Lavi gave up on getting my attention and talked with Lenalee instead. I seemed to have dozed off, because the next thing I knew 6th and 7th period was over and Kanda was sitting right in front of me.

"Hey short stack." He glared down at me, giving him the same treatment. Kanda the biggest pretty boy and "No mercy" kendo guy you can ever meet. His long hair always in a ponytail, eyes always glaring and lips always in a scowl as if everyday will be bad as the next and could continue on being worse.

"What do you want?" I glared straight into his eyes, scowling back at him. He only stared at me for a couple seconds. He opens his mouth and said these words that made me jolt.

"Your still in love aren't you?" His eyes discontinued the glaring his eyes now more calm and less murderous. I only turned my eyes away nodding my head hesitatingly. He only sighed. Kanda despite how much he can be a jerk, he knew all of my secrets. All of them, me in love with a certain someone. My hand my eye. Even My foster father.

"Its hurts doesn't it?" Kanda asked kindly which I never thought that would ever come from him. I still couldn't reply. I stayed still. Waiting for the silence to be broken, the good part was it was broken by the school bell. Kanda sighed and resumed his glaring. He waved good bye before leaving. I got my books and started going home. Until I bump into something and fell flat on my butt books scattered everywhere. A blur of red come in my vision after it cleared up a little bit. It was him. It was Lavi.

"Oh beansprout-chan!" he grinned his usual grin while I looked away. I squatted down to pick my books, he did the same picking them with his usual grin. I felt his eyes stare at me, I glanced up but looked away quickly.

"Sorry bout that Allen~" he stick his tongue out casually unaware of how I was acting.

"Hey Allen…" his grin faded I looked up and saw that his eyes had turned serious.

The he asked something that shocked me something that I never wanted to hear. Ever.

"I love you." He said it so casually so calm, it made me want to run. And so I did.

Thank you for reading! I need lots of review to motivate myself :D ever since school started I been really busy with Homework so please bear with me! Also im sorry this chapter is a tad bit short but i though it was good for now. Give lots of reviews and i might make it longer. Will see :]

Next Chapter: Don't Runaway.

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