Staring into the vastness.
Wishing you were beside me.
Realizing how much time has passed.
How much I have missed.
You lived a life.
A full life.
Without me.
Now that I'm here.
I haven't aged since the last time you saw me.
You are elderly.
I'm still young.
You are in the right place in time.
I'm misplaced in time.
We feel in love when I was in the right place in time.
Then I was taken from you.
You had to continue without me.
Now that I'm back.
I have to continue without you.
You are at the end of your life.
I'm still in the middle of mine.
I still you when I first set eyes on you.
Your youthful skin.
Your eyes full of life.
Your eyes full of the future.
Your mind as sharp as a whip.
Your mind begging for more information.
Now at the end of your time.
Your skin has aged.
Your eyes has lost the sharpness.
Your eyes no longer full of the future.
Your mind is lost in the past.
Your mind is begging for rest.
I just need you to hold on for a little more time.
Allow me to spend just a little more time with you.
My love.
My heart.
My soul.
My reason for living.
Allow me to remind myself why I need to keep living.
After you are gone.
Allow me to remind myself why I still need to fight the fight.
After you are gone.
Allow me to regather my strength.
How am I to keep fighting?
When the reason for fighting has completely changed?
When black and white is no longer easy to tell.
When grey areas surround.
How am I to keep fighting?
When everyone whom I knew are now gone?
Or about to go due to old age?
How am I to keep fighting?
When my team is no longer beside me.
I must keep fighting.
The reason for fighting has not changed.
It will NEVER change.
The people whom are counting on me;
are still here.
They just had children and grandchildren.
I will fight for them.
I will fight for all the innocents of the world.
Captain America is here now.
I'm not going anywhere.
Captain America is NEEDED now!
I will forever carry your memory with me.
My heart will keep beating for you.
My soul will keep yearning for you.
We will meet again my beloved.
In Heaven.
Then we will never be apart ever again.
But I must remain here now.
As you go to your reward.
The world needs Captain America.
I will not fail.