BPOV
I was walking up to Edwards house to talk to him about our boundaries. I knocked on the door and Carlisle answered. "Hello Bella, Edwards out hunting right now, he won't be back for another couple of hours but you are welcome to come in and wait."
"Thank you Carlisle, I think I will." I walked up to the couch and sat down. "Is everything alright Bella?" "You seem tense." "I want to talk to Edward about our boundaries." I paused to think of the right thing to say. "He says he loves me and wants me, but he never has because of our boundaries."
"Bella he loves you more then he can say trust me I can tell." He smiled. "I know he loves me I just wish he didn't have all these rules." "Bella if it weren't for these rules you could possibly be dead!"
"Yes I understand that, it's just every time he tries to go a little further and stops it makes my body need him more." I sighed. "I just wish there was a way for me to get this need for him to go away." "Bella, have you ever thought about, um, doing it yourself?" "Yes Carlisle, I have, I'm just afraid, I don't know how to do that or how it will feel or anything." I blushed crimson red and looked at the floor. Why was I talking to Carlisle about these things?
We sat there in akward silence for what seemed like forever. "Bella?" "Yes, Carlisle? "I could be in the room while you tried it…if you want." "Carlisle, don't you think Esme will be mad?" "She won't know." "What if Alice has a vision?" "Bella, when we're hunting we give in to our sences so she'll be concentrating so hard on her food she wouldn't know."
"Um, ok Carlisle." "Really?" He sounded surprised. "If it's ok with you." "Bella, I'm ok with it if you're ok with it." "Ok where do you want to do this?" "In the bedroom." We walked silently up to the bedroom still surprised about what had just happened.
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