Rating: T
Summary: Lavender Brown-Weasley wants to put an end to her sufferings. One-shot.
DISCLAIMER: Characters belong to JKR. kthx.
Ron makes me want to shoot myself. He's been out for the last three days and I'm worried about him.
We had a small fight. Well, alright, it wasn't that small. But he shouldn't have left without telling me where is he going!
I'm sure he's with Granger. He always goes to her when we have an argument.
I hate her.
If only we got married before I was pregnant. Things would've been different. He wouldn't have felt obligated to marry me. We would've had a lot of good time together, without having to worry about a baby.
But I had to ruin it.
I have to admit. If it wasn't for the baby, we would've never got married at all. He would've thrown himself at Granger.
I dispise her.
She's the reason we fight all the time. Whenever I do something, he starts mentioning her. How Hermione would've done this and done that. Well, I'm not her. And I don't plan to be her in the future either.
My friends have told me not to pay attention when he brings up her name. But if you could only see his face when he mentions her. He looks like he's in heaven. Only not. Because soon he remembers he's married to me, not her.
How I'd love to see her dead.
I'm not going to let her get into our relationship anymore. If he loved her so much, he shouldn't have been sleeping with me in the first place.
And if only I remembered to use protection that one night. Things would've been different. But that leads me to thinking. Would we have been married if it wasn't for the baby? I doubt it. After what happened here the other night, I don't think that we would've even looked at each other.
I want to put an end to this.
I want to have my husband back, and I want him for myself. I don't want to share him with anyone else. Especially Granger. What bothers me more is the fact that she already has a boyfriend, but she still goes out with my husband.
If only I could kill her.
And I will. I'm not afraid of the Ministry. I'm not afraid of anyone. And I'm not afraid of her, either. Tonight, I'm going to put an end to my suffering. I don't care if they arrest me. At least I'll be satisfied by knowing that she won't take my husband away from me anymore.
My name is Lavender Brown, and I'm not guilty of murdering Hermione Granger.
The end