We, Ourselves and Us
A/N- Yes, it me again. I lost my zest for writing, so bear with me while I go through this wierd moment. I love reviews, don't care what they say, as long as they say something.
A/N/N- Can you do another note?
A/N/N/N- This story is kinda swapping between two characters, it's obvious who they are. Well...I hope it's obvious.
Now, onto the story thingy!
I wanted to be free; I wanted a life that I could choose what to do. That I could have a choice, was it so much to ask for?
I did not want to be a hero, it just happened. The power to decide was derived from me.
It isn't easy being a hero, and I knew that. Why I went through with it, I don't know.
It worked out in the end, I guess. I found a thrill in it.
I found joys in the hero work I would never dream of before.
But, it all ended…
One day…
The day when a hero learns…
That sacrifices must be made…
I was just 17 when it happened.
I was 21
I lost my best friend and a loyal sidekick.
I lost my innocence.
I guess I blame myself.
I could've stopped the evil inside me.
I stopped the hero work afterwards.
I stopped and became a villain.
Someone asked me one day…
If I preferred the life I lived…
I said that I don't know…
Because that was what I knew…
I ask myself that question every night…
Hoping there was an answer hidden between the lines…
But there will never be an answer…
No matter how hard I try…
Because I'm a lie…
Hiding in a human skin.
My friend died because of you...
Her friend died because of me…
I blame you every night…
I blame myself every night…
However, I learnt something that sad night…
Something important…
That it was me who brought him into a heroic world.
I did have a choice in who I wanted to be…
I learnt that too late…
I learnt that too early…
I guess…
In the end…
There's no use for heroes and villains living in this world…
Because we are all too stubborn…
And we don't believe it…
Until it's way too late.
I want to be normal…
So do I…
But, it'll never happen…
Cause we are freaks…
I was a hero with a pathetic dream…
I was a person with mutant powers…
We would never fit into society…
I never even tried to fit in…
We were going to be rejected.
We were dangerous…
Whether good…
Or evil…
We put ourselves and our families…
In peril.
So, now…
It's just best…
If we break free…
And only trust…
And talk to…
We…
Ourselves…
And…
Us.
Us.
Cause…
I wouldn't feel bad…
If something…
Happened…
To me…
I want to go to sleep…
And to never wake up…
So…
Goodnight…
Goodnight…
Forever…
Forever…