Title: Numb
Pairings: Riku///Sora
Rating: pg-13
Genre: angst///romance
Summary: "Sora smiled and swam faster toward Kairi. My heart sank as they reunited."
"Sora, Riku"
Sora smiled and swam faster toward Kairi. My heart sank as they reunited. King Mickey fell and i caught him, letting out a fake laugh as Donald and Goofy tackled Sora. A fake smile was plastered on my face. I gently set King Mickey down.
I noticed how happy Sora was with Kairi. I frowned for a couple of seconds before plastering the fake smile back on my face.
'In the end I knew that he'd pick her' I thought screaming inside. I patted my pocket to make sure what I needed was still there. Good. I would need that later.
I said my goodbyes to everyone, while still sporting the fake smile. And as I turned away I cursed myself and the smile slid off my face. With my hands in my pocket, I walked over to the island with the paopu tree that I used to sit at all the time when I was younger. I climbed on the tree and sat down staring off into the sunset.
A single tear fell from my eyes. I raised my hand and wiped it away. I saw the scars on my arm. The scars I put there, with the razorblade currently residing in my pocket. I curled my hand into a fist as I lowered it.
"He's better off without me anyways. All I would do is hurt him," I whispered. I slamming my fist into the tree, getting a little louder "He doesn't deserve a fked up emo like me."
Another tear fell from my eyes and I wiped it away and whispered "Sora"
"Yeah"
I jumped not expecting anyone to be there. I quickly turned to see Sora standing by the tree looking at me. "Sora, how long have you been standing there?"
"Long enough to hear the emo comment."
"Oh, why are you here?"
Sora jumped up and sat down next to me on the tree. "Well I came to see if you're ok. You left pretty fast."
"I'm fine. I just figured that you'd want some alone time with Kairi,"
"Why would I want to do that when I can be here with you," Sora said putting his arm around my waist.
I looked up at him and he kissed me making my heart skipped a beat. He pulled me a little closer and whispered, "But you have to promise me that you will stop cutting."
"Who said I did that?"
Sora lightly grabbed my arm removing the arm warmer. "I saw the scars," Sora said before reaching in my pocket and taking my razorblade. He held the razorblade between two of his fingers. "And I watched you make a few, I just never spoke up. I love you and I want you to stop hurting yourself."
"Sora just take Kairi, you don't want to be with me," I said pulling away, a few more tears falling. "All I will do is hurt you."
"NO, Riku first I'm NOT straight, I'm nowhere near it," Sora said gently wiping away my tears. "And second you're the one that I've wanted to be with for a few years now."
I completely broke down. I reached for the razorblade but Sora put it out of reach. "Your not the only one," Sora whispered.
I got confused. "What?"
Sora placed the blade on his wrist. My eyes widened, then I noticed the scars. "Sora,"
He removed the blade. "I stopped I just hope that you can. Then maybe I can be with you."
He tossed the blade back at me and jumped off the tree. He stood there for a few minutes before he started to walk away.
"Sora, wait."
Sora turned around and I threw the razorblade into the ocean. I saw him smile. "For you, I'll stop," I said jumping down from the tree. I pulled him close and kissed him lightly. "I love you too, Sora."