The 100 bellarke
Chapter 1
Bellamy:
He looked out the window that overlooked Earth. He can't believe that he left her behind even after he told her that nothing was gonna happen to her.
She kept him centered even if they didn't like each other at first. At one time the only person he cared about seeing again was Octavia boy how that changed over the years.
*flashback*
He watched as Octavia and Clarke slept next to the fire. They deserve some rest after everything.
The last time he saw Clarke she was closing the dropship door. He looked over at his sister,Octavia was the only person in the world who knew the real him. There was no one else he really cared about seeing ever again, but then he glanced over at Clarke and suddenly he wasn't so sure.
*out of flashback*
Clarke:
She watched as the rocket made it through the atmosphere. "At least their safe" She sighed as she climbed down the cell tower and started running to the lab. She whipped her head around as a tree fell down from the death wave thr sudden movement made her fall to the ground. Panic made its way through her and she bolted up, her heart stopped when she saw that her helmet was cracked and had a huge hole in the glass. She sped up and ran the rest of the way. She got inside and bolted the door behind her. Although it made no difference to the death wave as she watched it seep through the cracks under the door.
As it did she thought of Bellamy and their last moments together.
Flashback:
Clarke:
"Lets go over this one more time, i estimate about 2 months before the alage farm starts producing enough to feed us if we rush the mre's we can get there" she stopped and looked at Bellamy standing at the rail,she walked over to him.
"Grounders in space thats an oxymoron"
"Survivals a team sport especially out there, besides it was the only choice, only choice also an oxymoron by the way" She said with a smile.
"So is cold sweat" and he brushed a piece of hair behind her ear,as his fingers touched her skin a tingly feeling went through her.
"Im still holding out hope for that nightblood solution"
''There was never any solution ALLIE was right about that"
"Your fight is not over"
"My mom had a vision of me dying, just like the one Raven had that told her there was a rocket here"
"They are not the same thing"
"They were both emp'ed"
"Abby will be fine too Raven told her how to stop it"
"Thats not what im talking about" she whispered.
"Bellamy listen..."
"Clarke..." He started but she stopped him.
"If anything happens to me..."
"Nothing is happening to you, ..ok"he said and looked at her his eyes serious.
He walked away towards the table. "Come on lets review these water numbers again"
"Please Bellamy you have to hear this" she said.
He sighed and turned around.
''We've been through a lot together, you and i. I didnt like you at first,thats no secret, but even then, every stupid thing you did was to protect your sister. She didnt always see that but i did. You've got such a big heart Bellamy"
"Clarke..." Bellamy whispered.
"People follow you, you inspire them because of this" she placed her hand over his heart.
"But the only way to make sure we survive is if you use this too" she said as she touched his forehead with her finger.
He gave her a small smile. " I got you for that"
She looked into his eyes and she wished his words were true.
"Ravens vision came true" she said
And she knew that deep inside him was a fear that her mom's would too.
*out of flashback*
Raven:
She watched as Bellamy's face twisted in agony as the rocket cleared the atmosphere and pushed toward the stars. His eyes never left the window and she felt a pang of guilt for not waiting for Clarke. After all,she could've came the second after they left, and now she could be dead because of her. She reached over and gently touched Bellamy's gloved hand. He didn't look up but his face relaxed some.
"I left her behind" he whispered so quietly she was almost sure she didn't hear him.
"She did what she had to just like we did" Raven said looking out the window.
"I left her behind" His face hardened and he pulled his hand out from under hers.
She saddened at the thought of Clarke watching them take off knowing that she was all alone. She suppressed a shudder and looked out the window at the now radiation filled Earth.
Monty:
He watched the interaction between Bellamy and Raven. By the look on her face he could tell she blamed herself. A hand intertwined with his and he glanced over at Harper and he smiled. "No matter what happened they were all in this together" he thought as he glanced from Harper to Murphy to Emori to Echo to Raven then finally to Bellamy.
Clarke:
As the radiation filled the lab she took the last breath of the sweet precious air and waited as the radiation filled the room. Fear filled her as she braced herself for the pain and all at once it came. She screamed and fell to her knees. The pain was in every part of her body and the radiation had burned her hasmat suit and came through the hole in her helmet. She fell to her stomach and gasped out the one name that meant the most to her before darkness overcame her. "Bellamy..."
Bellamy:
He felt as if half of him was broken and in his ears a voice was ringing and repeating his name. Clarke, he glanced out the window of the new ark as he changed out of his hasmat suit. He saw a bottle of liqour that sparked a memory of Clarke.
*flashback*
Flashback song: gotta go my own way from high school musical 2.
They had just saved everyone from Mt. Weather and everyone was making their way to camp he turned and saw Clarke saying bye to Monty. He walked up to her.
"I think we deserve a drink"
"Have one for me" she said.
"Hey..we can get through this"
"I'm not going in"
"Clarke if you need forgiveness I'll give that to you, your forgiven" he said as he saw tears in her eyes she looked away.
"Please, come inside"
"Take care of them for me" she said her voice breaking.
"Clarke.." He started but she stopped him.
"Seeing their faces everyday is just gonna remind me of what i did to get them here"
"What we did, you don't have to do this alone" he said desperately.
"I bear it,so they don't have to" she said.
His heart sunk and he struggled to keep the tears in.
"Where are you gonna go?"
"I dont know" she said.
Then she stepped close and kissed his cheek and when she did the tears filled his eyes.
She then pulled him close and wrapped her arms around him he did the same to her. "May we meet again" she whispered. She pulled away and walked back towards the woods.
He watched her leave and said quietly to himself. "May we meet again" as his heart broke.
*out of flashback*
He let her go then but now he had let her down.
It was his fault she was left there if only he had waited just a minute longer she could have been there.
Raven came up next to him.
"I couldn't tell her i loved her,even with the world ending" he said and Raven touched his arm softly.
"I'm sure she knew" Raven said.
"She saved us again" she said after a while and he looked at her knowing she was right.
"You think we can do this without her?" She asked staring out at Earth.
"If we don't then she died in vain and i won't let that happen" he said also staring out at Earth.
2,199 days later aka 6 years and seven days later.
Clarke:
She set up her radio for the hundredth time it felt like and tried to contact the bunker in Polis. No response, like usual then she tried the new ark and Bellamy. "Bellamy if you can hear me,if your alive its been 2,199 days since Primfaya." I don't know why I still do this, I guess it my way of staying sane. Not forgetting who I am, who I was. Its been safe for you to come down for over a year now, so why haven't you? The bunkers gone silent too. I tried digging them out for awhile but there was too much rubble. I haven't made contact with them either. Anyway I still have hope tell Raven to aim for the one spot of green and you'll find me. The rest of the planet from what I've seen basically sucks so.." She paused as a ship entered the atmosphere. Hope filled her chest as she stood up and smiled as she put the radio next to her mouth again. "Never mind... I see you" she said as a small rocket fell towards the Earth.
Bellamy:
For 2,199 days he had heard Clarke's voice fill the radio and now he was on his way to see her. When her first message had come through he'd scrambled to reach the receiver and answer but she couldn't hear him, so he just sat listening to her voice.
The rocket was going down fast and Raven fought to control it and steer it towards a body of water.
He looked out his window as the rocket fell towards a large patch of green. Clarke had said that she was in the patch of green. He wished with all of his heart that he was close to where she was.
*flashback*
"Clarke if i don't see you again..." He had to tell her how he felt.
"No, you will" she said and he hoped she was right.
*out of flashback*
He knew now that Clarke was right, he was going to see her again.
Clarke:
She ran as fast as her legs could carry her. Her calf's burned but she welcomed the pain cause each step brought her closer to her friends and.. to Bellamy. The thought of seeing him again stopped her as she looked in the sky for the trace of smoke she had been following. She kept running but her legs tired and buckled out from underneath her,she came crashing to the ground. She groaned as she struggled to stand, her knee hurt but she pushed the pain aside and continued walking/limping. It was close to dark when she came upon the shore of a lake. There was a fire and around it sat seven people she hadn't seen in six years. She couldn't make her legs move as she looked at them.
Bellamy:
He stared into the fire watching it burn. He wanted to find Clarke when they landed but Raven had said it would be better to look in the morning so he reluctantly agreed. All of a sudden he heard his name being called by a voice he hadn't heard in a while. He turned his head and saw Clarke running towards him. His heart stopped and he stood up just in time to catch her when she fell into his arms and he felt her body shake. She was crying, he hugged her tight.
"You... found..me" she said in a shaky breath.
"Did you ever doubt I would?" He asked with a chuckle.
She pulled back and her face broke into a grin. There was something in her eyes he couldn't quite describe and he was about to ask when she stepped back and hugged the others. He watched her and realized that he finally felt complete. Then he thought of his sister.
*Flashback*
"I love you big brother guess it takes me the end of the world to say it" Octavia said through the radio.
Then all the radio filled up with static.
"Bellamy..Bellamy can you hear me Bellamy!"
On the other side...
"I love you so much O...O!"
"Can you hear O" the radio filled with static.
"No!" He called out just as Clarke walked in.
"Did they get her, Bellamy what's wrong?"
"The radios dead you can't say goodbye to your mom I'm sorry"
Her eyes filled with tears and his heart broke.
He walked up and she fell into his arms he held her close as she cried.
Her arms went around his back and her hands clasped together.
*out of flashback*
Octavia:
She walked up to the bunker door once more and tried pushing it open but no matter what she did it wouldn't budge. She pushed and pushed then finally gave up and fell to her knees on the steps. A sob broke out and after years of holding it in she finally gave in to the tears. She missed her friends and her big brother, she's never been separated from him this long. Steps sounded behind her and she turned around. It was Abby she had become some sort of a mother figure to her and she enjoyed the advice she gave and her company.
"Octavia, what's wrong?"
"I..miss them" she sobbed. " and I've tried being strong and not crying but I couldn't do it anymore"
Abby came up there and put her arms comfortingly around her shoulders.
"Octavia you will see them again I promise" she said with a squeeze to her shoulders.
Clarke:
"Bellamy we should go to Polis in the morning to see if we can try getting to the bunker" she said as she watched him look out at the trees knowing he missed his sister.
He nodded in agreement as they set tents up for the night. They only had two so all girls in one and all boys in another.
"I agree" said Monty looking out over the lake as the moon reflected in the water.
They were to set out in the morning at first light but the girls wanted to catch up so they talked well into the night about what happened during the six years they had been separated.
"So Clarke, why it was Bellamy's voice you first called out when you found us?"
She looked up at Echo's smug look and struggled to think of an answer.
"Well...I..." She swallowed and took a breath. " I care about him"
Echo seemed satisfied with the answer and smiled.
"About time you admit it" Raven said.
"I think you love him" Harper said quietly.
" No..I don't " Clarke said. "We're just friends"
"Yeah and just friends makes Bellamy freak out because he left you behind" Emori speaks up.
Clarke was surprised at this.
"He was like that?" " I told him not to wait "
"He waited as long as he could" Harper said.
Clarke sat back against the edge of the tent.
"Wow.." She said quietly to herself.
"Well...?" Echo asked.
"Well what?" She asked
"Do you love him?" asked Emori.
She looked at the girls surrounding her and for the first time in a long time was unsure how to answer.
Monty:
So what's up with you and Clarke?" He asked looking at Bellamy.
Bellamy glanced up. "I don't know what your talking about" he said.
"Oh please you didn't take your eyes off her all night" Murphy piped up as he faced the wall covered in a blanket.
"And when she ran to hug you, no one could help but see the huge grin on your face" he said as he watched the flush creep up Bellamy's face.
"That was nothing I was just happy that she was alive, that my friend was ok" he said emphasis for the word friend.
"Yeah ok whatever you say" Murphy said and there was no mistaking the smile in his voice.
They had all changed since the first time they came down to Earth. Now him, Murphy and Bellamy were all best friends and 7 years ago you would have never guessed that they would be friends with a guy like him. Thinking of friends brought him to think about Jasper his best friend and how he had died in his arms. He missed him but was glad he was in a better place. He thought about Harper and how close she came to dying as well and knew that he couldn't lose her.