I am the most dangerous thing to my closest friends, the love of my life, the one kid they trusted me with. I can't control it- if I could, then I would, but I can't control it. So why do they stay with me? I nearly kill them one night and they come right back, give me chocolates, and hug me. I should be doing something in return.
But now I have the time to realize. I did a lot in return but they gave me more. I have a wife, a kid, the kid of my best friend, a house, lifelong friends, and a place in the world because of the people I hurt the most. And now that world they gave me and so many others is shattering. And I will do whatever it takes to save it. I will return the favor.