People will say that we can make our own destiny, but what if our whole life had been planned out for us right from birth?
How can we possibly break free of that without letting down not only a part of ourselves, but also letting down everyone around us?
Truth is we can't, so instead we strive to be perfect. To be everything everyone has always wanted us to be.
But perfection is a prison and our entire life is just one big lie, sometimes we crave with everything that we are that we could be perfect.
And that we could have the life that we've always dreamt of, but its not something we can accomplish alone.
In our life, we meet people. Sometimes they're bad and sometimes they're good but i believe that we meet them for a specific reason.
Life isn't always black and white, its full of shades of grey.
Sometimes all it takes is one simply little event to make us question and doubt all that we know.
And all that we had believed to be true.
They say ignorance is bliss but really...ignorance is pain. I used to pride myself on being the smartest girl in school, but i realized that being book smart could only get me so far.
I also realized that i was nothing more than an achievement to my family, they didn't love me.
They needed me in order to complete their picture perfect life, i can lie to myself and say it doesn't hurt.
But I can only lie so much before i stop believing it.
My name is Spencer Hastings and this is my story.
A/N Hi guys! So i know i promised i would be posting more of my Jenna/Spencer story but i am at a complete roadblock there . and this little plot bunny came to me so i just had to post it. Now i will only continue if people actually think its decent, remember reviews=happy author XD oh and i know i've never said this before but i have to now...I OWN ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. Except my computer...and my coffee. Kinda. LOOL okay bye dears ._. -Alice