A/N-Well here is my first fan fiction story! Tell me what you think and tell me if I should continue the story.
Disclaimer: I DO NOT own Twilight. All rights belong to Stephenie Meyer.
Bella's POV
Nothing would ever be the same after tonight, I thought to myself as I started to slowly walk out of the empty alley way. Everything around me was deserted. The only light came from street lamps that were shining down on me as if I were in a spotlight. I felt numb. I couldn't stop thinking about what had happened. I kept on replaying the events in my head and I couldn't make them stop. It was like a nightmare that would never end, except I was living it. I started to feel tears running down my face as I thought about the events that occurred earlier tonight.
**Flashback**
"Why are you doing this? I cried. "Stop! Leave me ALONE!" I screamed as he pinned me against the wall in the alley. To my horror, he pulled out a knife and pressed it tightly against my throat. I stared at him wide-eyed with a look of horror on my face. I was too scared to scream. If I did, I was sure to be dead. With his other hand, he gently started moving his hand up and down the contours of my face while playing with my hair. I could feel him start to move his hand down my shirt, slowly starting to unbutton it. I could feel his lips gently pressing against my ear. "Scream and you will die," he whispered in my ear. I now had tears streaming down my face and my eyes were red from crying. I slowly nodded my head and saw a smile slowly spread across his face. "Don't worry, you might actually enjoy this." "Now, I am going to put the knife down. You make one sudden move and I will kill you before you have time to think." I watched as he put the knife on the ground. He came back up and pressed his lips forcefully against mine. He grabbed my wrists and pulled them behind my back so I couldn't move. My arms felt like they were going to break. I felt his tongue enter my mouth and I heard him moan. This made me sick and I did the only thing I could think of. I bit down on his tongue, HARD! This was not the smartest idea. "You BITCH!" I heard him scream as he slapped me across the face. I felt the sting against my cheek bringing a whole new set of tears. My vision was blurred as his knee collided with my stomach. The wind was knocked out of me and I was gasping for air. I collapsed to the ground, holding my stomach. I felt him grab a fistful of hair and slam me against the brick wall. After that everything went black.
**End of Flashback**
I don't remember much after that. I woke up cold and alone in an empty alley way. My head was throbbing and my whole body ached. My clothes were in tattered shreds, lain out around me. Although I couldn't remember all the events that took place, I knew what happened after I blacked out. I was raped. It didn't seem real. I was numb.
I was lucky I got as far as I did. I could barely walk, I was so shaken. I saw my truck parked around the corner and let out a sigh of relief. At least I could still drive home I thought to myself. To be honest, I didn't know if I wanted to go home. I didn't want to face the 20 questions that I am sure Charlie would ask. I'm just not sure I could deal with that right now.
I got in my truck, trying to find a blanket to cover myself up, since my clothes were useless. Luckily, I found one under my seat. I wrapped the blanket around me and reached over in my purse to grab my keys to start the engine. As I was looking through my purse for my keys, I noticed something missing: my wallet. Oh crap, I thought. I must have dropped it on my way back to my truck. I got my keys out and started the ignition and headed home.
I had a long drive a head of me. Well, actually it was only about an hour but it would seem like a much longer drive. I just wanted to get home, crawl in bed and pretend that this never happened. I knew that this night would be impossible to forget. For one second, I thought about going to the hospital but I knew that was out of the question. I didn't want anybody touching me, least of all doctors. I hated doctors! I would just have to deal with the pain. Hopefully, it will be better in the morning, since tomorrow is the first day of my senior year of high school. What a way to start off the beginning of my senior year.
To my surprise, the drive home didn't take nearly as much time as I thought it would. I was home before I knew if. I parked my truck in front of the house and got out. As I was walking up the driveway, I saw Charlies' cruiser in the driveway and let out a sigh. Great, I thought to myself. I was hoping Charlie would still be at work, but no such luck. I opened the door; trying to be quiet but the creak the door made gave me away.
"Bella? Is that you."
"Ya, dad," my voice cracked as I said this. "I think I am going to go to bed, I'm kinda tired," I said as I started walking up the stairs to my room.
"OK, are you alright?" I heard him say as I closed the door to my room. I didn't want to answer, because the truth was, I wasn't OK. I don't think I would ever be OK again.
I decided I would take a shower before going to bed. I felt dirty and I wanted to get rid of all the evidence that was left behind by the bastard that raped me. I gathered my pajamas and went into the bathroom. This was the first time I looked in the mirror since the incident. I didn't even know the person staring back at me. My eyes were red from crying and I had bags under my eyes. It looked like I haven't slept in days. My neck had bruises from where he grabbed me. I lifted up my shirt and found a large purplish bruise from where he kicked me in the stomach. I didn't even bother looking at the rest of my body, I was sure it would be just as bad. I slowly undressed and got in the shower, letting the water cascade down my body. I scrubbed at my body for about an hour trying to get rid of the filth and dirt that was on my body. I ended up scrubbing my skin raw. The water was beginning to burn my skin, so I shut it off and got out. I got my pajamas on and went back to my room. I put in my favorite CD in the CD player and crawled into bed, letting the music carry me away to a place filled with nightmares.
Morning came too quickly. I kept on waking up in the middle of the night, silently screaming. My dreams were filled with nightmares and I couldn't make them go away, no matter how hard I tried. I finally gave up, on trying to go back to sleep. It was only 6:30 am, but I decided to get ready for school anyway.
I combed my hair, brushed my teeth and got dressed. I ended up wearing blue jeans and a loose red sweatshirt. I put on a little foundation to cover up the bruises on my neck and face. They were now barely visible.
I went downstairs and saw that Charlie already left for work. Typical I thought. I grabbed a quick bowl of cereal and looked at the clock. It was almost 8 and classes started in 20 minutes. I ate my cereal as fast as I could and headed out the door to my truck.
It wasn't a very nice day. It was raining out. I guess that can be expected in a town like Forks, Washington.
I pulled up to school and got out of my truck. I walked to my homeroom to get my schedule and locker assignment from my adviser. When I got everything in order I looked down at my schedule and saw that my first class was Biology with Mr. Banner.
I entered the classroom and went to take my seat. The seat next to me was empty. If I was lucky nobody would take it. I didn't want to have to talk to anybody. I just wanted to be alone. I didn't need someone constantly staring at me, thinking I was some kind of freak. I was interrupted from my thoughts by Mr. Banner walking into the classroom with his briefcase in hand, ready to start the lecture.
"Good Morning," he said with enthusiasm.
"Good Morning, everybody mumbled.
"Well I can see everybody is thrilled about being here. Let's get started, shall we? Now…" He was interrupted by the secretary walking in, carrying a piece of paper in her hand. She gave it to Mr. Banner and walked out. "Well, it seems as if we have a new student joining us today," Mr. Banner said. I looked up from my notebook to see who was standing beside Mr. Banner. I took a sharp intake of breath, not believing what I saw.
A/N: Well there you have it, my first chapter. So what did everybody think? Should I continue. I already have the next chapter done, but before I post it, remember to review! At least 10 reviews and I will post the next chapter! I am also up to suggestions about the story or what should happen. Although I do have a few ideas in my head.