Yowamushi Monburan

Disclaimer: I do not claim ownership of the characters to be used in this fanfiction. They belong to their respective companies and creators. All I own is the plot.

Hi. Welcome to the coward's blog.

My name is Gumi. That, and the way the gears in my head turn, is the only information I can share with you.

I don't see anything wrong with telling the internet my first name. No one can possibly find my location or hack into any of my private accounts if I only tell them my first name. Besides, I don't think anyone will bother ruining my life, no one cares.

I think I'll just share something about myself.

I always hear everyone saying that I am an introvert. I agree with them. I rarely talk to anyone, except when they started the conversation, and in my free time I indulge myself in books. Most of the time I'm in the library, or in my own personal spot in the school garden. In those places, I get the privacy I need. I can run away from all of those judgmental people who happened to be my schoolmates. In those places, I can express my feelings. But I don't rant or scream or do anything psycho-ish there. I sing.

I like singing. My voice is not very special, though. I doubt it's worth hearing. But I've composed a lot of songs. They all express what I feel. Some songs say about situations that never actually happened to me, but I felt like singing about those stories. One of my ambitions is to make my voice reach the world and touch their hearts. His heart.

I am interested in this boy named Len. Again that's just his first name and it's very common so there's no problem with it. Anyway, he... is so cute. I hate to sound like a fangirl, but... I definitely will pinch his pinkish cheeks and ruffle his golden strands of hair given the chance. I want to drown in those puddles of azure water on his eyes. I... like him. (This is getting embarrassing.)

I usually write love songs. I guess that's normal with a teenage girl like me. Girls this age are obsessed with love for some stupid reason.

He also sings. His voice is so cute. Our schoolmates likes listening to him, and a lot of girls like him. He plays the bass guitar in the light music club. He always had high marks and he's very athletic. He was also very nice.

That's why... I'm sad I like him. He's popular. Popular kids are snobby, that's how I knew them. Some seem nice even if they're actually not. I want to punch him in the face for saving my cat Tora from being run over by a truck instead of thanking him. No, I want to punish my cat for running in the streets and almost being run over by a truck. Because of that event, I began to feel something for him. It's an annoying feeling.

I can never bring myself to talk to him. It's impossible for me. I don't know the right words, and I can hardly even murmur a stupid greeting. Therefore... I have no chance. Ah, I'm such a coward.

Still, I always sing secretly for him. I'm just too stupid.

Haha... I said too much on my first entry. Thank you for bothering to read this. I'm glad you're listening to me. I also want to listen to you. Please leave a comment.

Oh, and I also uploaded an mp3 file alongside this entry. It's "I like you I love you" by Rin Kagamine, Len's twin sister who is also in the light music club. She plays the organ. She have a really cute voice! You should hear it! I can relate to that particular song of hers. It accurately describes my feelings.

Anyway, I'll end this blog entry now. Thank you again.

Ciao.

I like you, I love you! by Rin . mp3 Play

NegiNegiNegi Hello, Gumi-san! I'm Negi, as my username states. I quickly admired you after reading this! Introverts are so interesting! Tell me more about that Len guy! If you need some love advices from Negi-sama, just ask me. I can definitely help. And Rin-san's voice is so cute! I want to hear yours too!

Yowamushi Monburan Um... I just have to say that I felt weird reading your comment and it took me eons to think of what to reply back. Thank you for the comment, Negi-san! And, um, I don't see any legit reason for you to admire me... I'm not that interesting ^^ and thank you for the offer, I'll... think about it. I guess.

Yowamushi Monburan And I'll upload a song by me on here when I get a chance... I don't think you'll still admire me when you hear it, though.

NegiNegiNegi Hey, why so annoyingly pessimistic? I'm sure your voice is beautiful. People like you are talented.

I froze in front of my cellphone as I read NegiNegiNegi's comment again and again until I've memorized it. Did she just say... that people like me are talented?

I frowned. How could she possibly know? She didn't even know who I am.

Nevertheless, she motivated me, so I opened a voice-recording application in my cellphone and began singing.

A third story... I apologize to the readers of MELODY and WIRES! Gomen ne! I guess I'll be updating this more often than the rest of my fanfics because I am so inspired to write this... no I'm not in love. Really, I'm... not. I'm not lying! And what? Blushing? Me? No!

Anyway... I hope you liked it. Please leave a review. I'll get even more motivated if you tell me how I'm doing. I'd appreciate some constructive criticism! If you leave a review, I'll check your profile and return the favor by reading and reviewing at least one of your works as well! But if you don't have anything to say, it's okay. I'm not forcing you to make my day.

Thank you for reading! Have a nice day!