Chapter 1
I paced back and forth in my room trying to get it out of my head. I had no clue why I am thinking this. I never felt this way until that night. I still couldn't believe that night happened. I knew that things could get out of control at the MHBACB, but I never imagined this. I sat down on the bed and remembered that night.
"Matt!" my brother called. I quickly turned to greet Jeff. "You're here just a little early aren't you? I mean the bash doesn't start for another 7 hours." I asked Jeff. "What? I can't come and help my big bro with setting up?" Jeff said as he looked into my eyes. Jeff went over to the fridge and grabbed one of my beers. There was just something about the way he acted that seemed to grab my attention today.
"It's already 3:30am?" I asked Jeff as he was about to start another karaoke song. "I guess so bro. Hey I want you to stay and hear this song." I sat down on the couch next to a drunken Shannon Moore and looked at Jeff. He was looking deep into my eyes as he began to speak. "The name of this song is "You and Me by Lifehouse." He looked at me and had a slight smile on his face as he said the name. The whole time he was singing he was watching me. When he was done singing he asked I he could speak to me alone so I went with him.
We got into my room and he walked over to my bed. "Matt……." he froze. "Yes Jeff." I walked over to him and grabbed his shoulder as I said this. "I love you." he muttered. "I love you too Jeff." I said just a little confused on why he was acting weird. "No Matt. I love you more than a brother should." he said looking into my eyes with tears in his. I stood there frozen still in shock in what my brother had just told me. "Matt will you even look at me?" Jeff asked. "Jeff how long have you felt like this?" "For about a month." Jeff said looking down. I sat down next to my brother and look at him. He turned and looked at me in eyes. His emerald green eyes were so mesmerizing. I was so lost in his eyes that I didn't notice the fact that he was leaning closer to me. Before I knew it Jeff's lips had captured mine. His lips were so sweet. I couldn't help but kiss back. It felt as if we fit together perfectly. I had to break the kiss. "Whoa….. Matt, I have been wondering how that would feel." I sat there speechless. I had just kissed my brother and I had enjoyed it. I got up and left the room without looking back at Jeff.
"Is it more than a kiss." I said to myself before drifting off to sleep.