I always knew Hikaru had feelings for Haruhi..but i didn't want to believe they were true..
as i watched Haruhi help hikaru study. i couldnt help but feel jealous of her.
Hikaru and Haruhi started going out only weeks ago..
and i already cant tolerate it..
everything i see them together i couldn't help but wish that could have been me..
i hate looking at her..and i hate him for loving her..
ever since Hikaru and Haruhi started going out..me and Hikaru haven't talked much to each other.
i dont know if hes noticed..but i have..
as they started giggling and kissing each other..i got off the couch and slammed down the book i was reading on the table.
could you please stop making so much noise! i yelled.
some people are trying to enjoy a book! now if you don't mind ill be going upstairs!
i ran upstairs. each step i took i couldn't help but wonder if he cared about me..if he wanted to run upstairs and follow me..if he ever wanted to kiss me..
but no..
he wouldn't ever do those things..well..not anymore..
when i reached our room i fell on the bed and started to cry.
Hikaru doest love me anymore..and if he did..
he would have came up here to see if something was wrong with me..
i grabbed a picture of us from the i through it on the floor. the glass broke from the frame and scattered all over the ground.
i grabbed one of the pieces of glass off the floor. and held it to my wrist.
i ran it accross my wrist. and blood came triccling from it. i felt so good i wanted it more and more..
this time i ran it across my wrist deeper and faster. more blood came so much that it started dripping all over the floor..
i started to feel dizzy..my heart started slowing down.. and my pulse stopped..
and i died..
i died feeling so much jealosy..i died without him by my side..
i died alone..and painfully..
and all that..
and you wouldn't come and save me.
the end.